Ashtray And Y/n "She Fell First, He Fell Harder"

I CANT BE?🙄

I wake up remembering everything that happened last night i lay there in disbelief for a minute then realizing ashtray isn't next to me anymore, i quickly get up and groan forgetting how bad my stomach hurt. I limp downstairs to see ashtray sitting on the couch while fez is eating cereal in the kitchen i walk over to ashtray plopping next to him with a small groan out of pain

Y/n
Good morning!!  "You say smiling at him"

He looks at me then rolls his eyes before letting out a small sigh

Ashtray
Mornin

I examine ashtray noticing his face is all bloody and bruised along with a few cuts and his knuckles still have blood/cuts from last night

Y/n
Oh shit.. ashtray.. are you okay..

Ashtray
Whatchu mean?

Y/n
Y-your hand

I gently grab his hand examining it untill he quickly pulls it back with a small groan of pain, i flinch still traumatized from last night

Ashtray
Don't... Please... It's okay... Also you have nothing to be fucking scared of I would never hit you...

Y/n
I know I'm just... Idk... But you should really clean your hand or it could get infected because of all the cuts..

Ashtray
Stfu about my hand it's fine worry about yourself y/n your beat up enough to be worrying about my hand

Y/n
Ok tough guy "i take him by his good hand and start limping him into the bathroom with one hand on my stomach"

Y/n
Sit

Ashtray
I'm not a fucking dog and I'm fine..really..

Y/n
Sit the fuck down and shut the fuck up

Ashtray
Ok ok chill

He jokingly throws up his hands and hops up on the counter while i grab cleaning supplies

I walk over to him standing in between his legs and gently wipe off his face putting a few bandaids on it, i then grab his hand starting to dab it with the cleanser, he flinches a few times but never moves as he doesn't wanna startle me. I bandage his hand up before finishing

Y/n
Anddd, all done!! "I say kissing his hand softly"

Ashtray
Thanks bitch "he says smiling"

Y/n
No prob cunt "i let out a chuckle then quickly stop and hold my stomach"

Ashtray still being on the counter with me in between his legs he puts his hands on my waist lightly pulling me in and putting my head on his chest

Ashtray
I-i'm so sorry I didn't get there in time y/n.. I should've been quicker

Ashtray says with a crackly voice, I look up at him and see he has a tear falling from his eye

Y/n
Hey.. it's okay it's not your fault... "I gently wipe his tear away"

Ashtrays POV!
I can't believe I was fucking crying in front of this bitch, I only knew her for two days but something tells me I could trust her.. wtf ashtray snap out of it.. trust gets you killed damnit... Stop being so fucking gentle with her feelings.

Y/n's pov
I start to feel really bad for him because it really wasn't his fault at all....

Y/n
Ashtray..?

Ashtray
Wsp..

Y/n
I want you to know that I'm sorry for putting you through that... I didn't mean to

Ashtray
Stfu you didn't do anything it was all that jackasses fault, next time I see him he's not getting off so easily.

Y/n
Thank you for everything...

Ashtray
Of cou- I mean.. whatever

Ashtray hops off the counter heading into the living room, so i slowly limp into the living room but suddenly I have a really bad cramp in my stomach causing me to scream in pain and grab onto a wall then put my hands on my stomach leaning against it

Ashtray quickly runs over to me holding onto me

Ashtray
Hey hey.. shh... I've gotcha

Y/n
Ashtray I can't it hurts too fucking much I can't I just can't "you say crying"

Ashtray
Shhh.. I've got you

He picks me up bridal style and Carries me to the couch laying me down, then he gets in laying under me, me being in between his legs with my head on his chest crying into it

Ashtray
Shhh I've got you y/n I'm here, YO FEZ CAN YOU BRING ME A WARM BLANKET, A HEATING PAD, AND SOME ASPRIN

fez
SURE THING

Ashtray
It's gonna be ok y/n, I'm here

Ashtray has always hated cuddles and hugs, anything really, just to be touched even he hated but with you.. he didn't care at all. He wanted to.. but he just couldn't bring himself to move, surprisingly he felt safe with you, he loved the feeling of being with you, your cold hands on his warm body, your soft hair through his hands, your soft, light face on his chest, he's never felt this way before with anyone... You also felt safe with him, even though you believe he hated your guts, you still felt safe with him.

Fez
Yo bro here it is

Ashtray
Thanks man

Ashtray lightly puts the heating pad on my back, and throws the blanket over us and helps me take the pain killers. He plays with my hair and rubs my back which helps me stop crying and fall asleep on his chest

Ashtray
Your safe with me y/n... Always

He says thinking I'm asleep, which I am i just wasnt fully passed out, little did he know i was still listening..

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