Unstabile Thing

5 chapter

Azriel juan López

I looked at her. She was blankly, but I know her. She is disappointed and hurt. It was obvious that she wouldn't like that. No one would.
If the Rodríguez family had a girl Ahmad would have married instead of Selin.
I know she's mad and won't talk to us till the marriage.

*weeks ago*

I arrived at the location Aiden has send me to come at 11.00 pm. 11 PM. Wtf could be so important and emergency worth that we need to meet up at 11 PM. It was supposed to be a family meeting but I see cars that I can't recognize.
I walked through doors and turned corners till I found the room filled with people. The whole house is abounded and even looks from the First World War, but the room everyone was in is a very modern technological room.
"Azriel come look who dad has invited over." Adrian says in an sarcastic tone. I turn my head to the table as I was walking on the side to see some faces.
Rodríguez. I wish I hadn't turned around. Wtf are they doing here?! I placed my hand on my gun just to be ready if anything suspicious happens.
"Relax. No need to be so tense." Martín says.putting his hands up in the air jokingly.
"What's going on here?" I ask deadly serious.
"Sit down Azriel. We've been waiting for you. They are gonna explain now I hope." Adrian says placed next to Ahmad on a chair. I slowly pull out the chair right in front of me. Sitting next to Aiden and Franco, our manager. He manages everything.
"So that everyone has arrived I will explain to you why Martín and I are sitting around a table." Introduces das to us.
"As you know, Rodríguez and the López were enemies for ages. But the American mafia is getting stronger and stronger. We both want the Americans dead. But for each of us are the Americans too strong and built up. They have better guns and secret spots all over the country. It's almost impossible to find a track of their job. They never leave anything behind, but we have spies running across the country and have actually found something. As I already said, their too strong for each of us, but together we can take over the first place in the mafia history." He explained truthfully.
"Days ago José suggested me an alliance and gun silence. I didn't believe him first, but it makes sense. I think it's an one chance opportunity. If we keep together we can make them suffer." Martín said involving him into the speech.
"But we've been in war for too long. Trusting each other would take too long. So we came up with the most logical plan. By being a family no one can betray anyone." José took the speech again.
"So what do you suggest?" Aiden asked stupidly.
"What do you think idiot. Marriage." Ahmad answered already preparing himself mentally.
"Correct. Someone has to get married to Martín kid."
Dad included the solution of the problem.
"But the only problematic part for you boys will be, that Martín only has a son." He said in no emotion.
Non of us is gay. Who the fuck would marry that bastard.
"Non of us is gay. Like not even bisexual." Aiden noticed.
"It's not you who's gonna marry. Selin will be marrying Dante." Dad said making all 4 of us blink in confusion.
Is he suggesting us to give away our sister to our enemies. Just to eat the Americans up?!
"Are you hearing what's coming out of your mouth?! These people are not to be trusted. Are you seriously thinking about giving Selin to them?!" Ahmad turned to my dad asking annoyed.
"Easy there boy. It's not a give away. It'll help both sides bound. We need 100% trust if we want to fight side by side out there and that is not possible without being a family." Martín answered my brother in a surprising calmness.
"Listen Dante is 27. He is giving his everything to this job and I don't thing a marriage will hurt him. If I don't plan this out, he will never marry but to keep the business going I need grandchildren." He said standing up and signaling is that the conversation is over.
"Stop there I won't give my sister to your son to just give you babies."  I clarified for once just to be clear.
"That's just one part of the advantages. Listen I have to go now, but we have to get this arrangement in silence done. If anyone finds out they will try destroying us, because they now together we are stronger than any of them. If my son finds out he will do anything to ruin it. We can have that happen." He said nicking his head once to my dad as a 'Goodbye', before turning around and leaving the room with his men.
"As if we can actually trust them." Aiden said coming closer to dad with his chair.
"That's why we are going to do this marriage." Ahmad said with a cold expression. But I see through him. He is stressed. I know he looks like he gives no shit about anyone especially Selin, but I know deep down he cares too.
Selin is the only girl in the fam and there with the most valuable person with in the family. But dad never saw her as that. He says she is weak and a girl. But I know she has more to herself. She's anything, but weak. She's taking care of all of us. She has been taking care of her unbearable mother since she is a little kid.
We don't treat her like she deserves. But it's dads command. He is preferring sons over daughters and that's fucking pathetic.
"She won't like it." Adrian says playing with his fingers.
"She will hate it." I stated looking down, ashamed of our conversation. She should not go through this. We at least should tell her. Warn her and let her decide. That's the least we can do. Fuck that's even against human rights.
"It doesn't matter. She will have to do it for our family." He said sounding heartless as always.
"You're right dad." Aiden agreed with him making my head snap up.
He must be kidding. He would do everything to get in a higher position. Little bastard has no respect in my eyes right now.
"I'm going to the office. Non of you will go home. Take a quick break and calm yourselves before coming to the office as well." He said getting up and leaving the room.
I flew up of my seat and looked at Aiden.
"Little sucker." I stated before turning around and leaving the room as well.
Selfish son of a beautiful women. We don't insult mothers. He's a prick. A big one. Always the same with him. Dads favorite.
I arrived to my car and as I was grabbing going to open it I saw nail marks in my hand. I was probably doing a tight fist.
I sighed and opened my car stepping in and driving of to Lea.
She's important to me. Kind of my therapist. My to be girl.
I give a little more gas and turn music on. I have to change my mood or else she will ask about it. But I won't be able to answer her.

*at Leas house*

She opened the door as I had lightly knocked on the door.
"Azriel." She said giving me a tight hug wrapping her arms around my neck.
"Lea." I said in relieve and comfort. She's good to me. Like medicine. I know she knows we won't be able to make our relationship official and she knows I'm struggling to stay loyal, but I try my best. It's not easy to be in an serious relationship after fucking every girl anytime I want. The girls aren't making it easy as well. They're drilling over me and I like attention. "Come in. You look stressed." She invites me over. "Yeah just work. Not being able to see you was killing me." I said not truly. I just don't want her to feel unwanted. "Is it so?" She asked jokingly and going over to her room.
I know what she is trying to do and I'm ready for it since I've been on this earth. I slowly followed her into her room and took my jacked of.
"A little comfort would not hurt you. Let me help you get distressed." She said walking over to me before slowly shutting her eyes and nearing her lips to mine. I basically swallowed her and took her clothes slowly of and shutting the door before throwing her on the bed.

*now*

"We will talk about the marriage soon. I will arrange a dinner at our restaurant to have a nice dinner." Martín said sending us off. Looked at Selin who was just following us out of here. She looks still blankly and emotionless. That scares me. She should be shouting and screaming protesting for herself, but she isn't and that scares me.
"Selin." I whisper approaching to her from the back.
But she didn't answer, instead she turned her head to me signaling that she's listening.
"Are you ok?" I ask not knowing what to say to comfort her. But I think I made it worse. She looked me in the I eyes and said nothing but looked like 'are you kidding me'. I shut and looked on the ground, ashamed to say anything.
She walked of making me open the car with the keys and her door. Quietly stepping in she shut the door and looked still emotionless less forward, waiting for me to drive of. I started the car and followed her actions by just driving of, but not home like she expects. I will drive to a quiet spot and let her tell her emotions. No way she is so calm right now.
"Where are you going?" She asked finally spilling a word out of her mouth. "You'll see." I said probably annoying her even more. Confirming my thoughts she stayed silent and did nothing but watch the road.

After few minutes I stopped the care next to a cliff giving us a beautiful view of the lights of the city.

I stepped out of the car taking a hold in front of it and waiting for Selin to come out.
And as I thought she came out and looked me in the eyes deadly.
"Why did you let that happen?" She asked. Clever girl knowing why I came here with her.
"How would I disobey dad. He said it would be just to show trust." I looked at her waiting for a reaction, but it never came. Instead she was really quiet and subdued. "Say something." I demanded softly.
"What do you want me to say?" She asked seriously. "I-I don't know. You should be freaking out right now or be really fea-"
"I KNOW YOU COULD HAVE DONE NOTHING AGAINST DAD, BUT WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME!" She shouted over to me taking her anger out finally.
I stayed quiet and let her speak.
"YOU should have told me. EVERYONE but you. I would have expected it from EVERYONE but YOU." She said tears forming in her eyes as she turned around not facing me. I know she was fighting to say something.
"Say it." I demanded wanting her to relax and let her anger flow away.
She shooked her head letting a sob out. I hugged her to comfort her, but she pushed me of.
"Don't! We aren't the same anymore. Do not expect me to trust you again." She warned me hurting me.
I made a sad look and saw her hurt as well.
"Don't say that Selin."
"Senden tek bişey duymak istemiyorum. Ahmad neyse benim için sende osun artık!"
(I don't wanna hear anything from you anymore. Your just like Ahmad to me now.)
She said letting me with confusion, but still I get that she doesn't wanna hurt me however still her words would hurt me.
"I get it. You don't wanna hurt me but your words would." I said letting her know I understand why she switched to her language.
"Evet! Ve keşke her şeyi anlayabilsen ama bunu sana yapmicam. Senin benim canımı acıtın kadar acıtabilsem."
(Yes! And I wish you could understand everything, but I won't do that to you. I won't hurt you like you did.)
She said getting into the car and making me know that it's time for us to go home and that she's still very mad and me.
I nodded to myself and stepped into the car driving to our mansion.