This is the story of Selin and Dante. Both being enemies in the mafia world, but getting into an arranged marriage to gain trust to fight the American mafia together.
During the relationship Dante struggles to keep his wall up that he had built to e...
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Fuck him. I'm done with man. What do they think. Literally who do they think they are. No you can't. Shut up. I really believed into the saying of the Turks 'Tatlı dil yılanı deliğinden çıkarır.' (Sweet words gets the snake out of its hole) but I see that Dante Luca Rodríguez is not a snake. He's a fucking beast. I actually thought it did something. You know I saw a sight of any other emotion than anger. Little shiter. Poor jack had to face an angry bird called Dante. He was so friendly now he won't even look at me probably. I just wanted to lose my shit and forget everything for one night. Than he fucking had to be here. God if this is something your planing, please don't. I know I have to get married to him, but I won't. I will escape my destiny. I will start a new life with my mom. She will be with me and we will get away from here together. At least that's what I planned after the few second I lost hope on Dante Rodríguez. I need guys who are more polite and are better to me. The key word is worth to me. I'm literally sweating. I don't know if it's the feeling I got while talking to Dante that wood or if it's the smell of weed. It's long time I haven't been this near to weed. I used to be smoking few moths ago, but Adrian found out about it and made me do everything to stop it. I wasn't addicted. He was just overreacting. I had everything under control. "Is everything fine?" Jenna asked. She is a lovely girl I used to hang out a lot. But she started getting attracted to Azriel and I parted my ways with her. "Yeah. It's fine." I answers not wanting her to worry about me. "Jenna, do you smell this." I asked eventually. I craved for it right now. "Yeah they have weed inside for a dollar. That shits crazy dude. Who tf sells weed for a dollar?!" She said laughing. Weed. Weed. Weed. Weed. Weed..... Weed. No it's fine. It's fine. I'm not going to smoke one. No. I need to get out of here. I won't start it again. I trust myself. NO SELIN. I ran over to Eylul grabbing her arm. I think she can calm me. "What is it?" She asked annoyed. "Eylul they sell weed. For a fucking dollar. I smell it everywhere. We- we- I have to get out of here." I panic. I PANIC. I won't do it. No. "Relax baby. It's just weed, ok?" She grabbed my hands turning to me and lowering her face a little as I was staring at our hands. She faced me and eventually grabbed my chin giving a quick kiss on my lips. "What are you doing?!" I asked firmly as I was really shocked and annoyed that she literally just kissed me. "See it worked. Are you thinking about the weed right now?" She asked in a duh-tone. I can't believe what she is telling me right now. "Are you kidding me?" I said deeply mad about her taking it so easily. "Selin. Don't take it serious. We are here to enjoy the night. So fucking stay here as you already invited yourself or FUCKING LEAVE." She shouted causing people to getter around us. I looked at her with disbelieve. What kind of friend does that. I would have slapped a boy if he fucking kissed me. But she's my best fri-. You know what. No SHE IS NOT so fuck it. I slapped her hard before lower a little as she flew to the ground. "If a stranger fucking kissed me, I would have slapped him, but guess what your no different than a stranger now bitch." With that I grabbed my bag from the couch i planned on sitting before Dante showed up and ruined my mood. Eylul looked like she was scared and shocked as fuck, but I couldn't care less. And also the crowd wowed me for my action which gave me a confident boost. Before I could leave an arm wrapped around my waist an I stopped walking to make the person let go. But when I looked at him I saw Dante looking to door with a big as fat smirk on his face. Seriously?! Did he think I will let him treat me like he wants to. I nudges him on the side and he acted dramatic before letting my waist go. Fucking idiot. Fucking idiots everywhere.... I started walking again and as soon as I left the house Dante, who was following my steps grabbed my arm making me turn around. "What is it Dante?" I asked annoyed about the fact he won't let me go. "I see. Not the little good innocent girl anymore?" He asked provoking me with a smirk as he grabbed with his other arm my upper arm. He was slowly getting closer. I gave him my doe eyes and took over my innocence again. "What do you mean?" "Oh I see. I see." He said chuckling. CHUCKLING. I'm saying it again. CHUCKLING. So fucking warm and beautiful. It reminded me of a baby's first chuckle. It makes me wonder if he was a baby that had the most beautiful chuckle. The one that makes you lay on the ground laughing your ass off because of how cute it is. Yeah because fucking hell I had a big fat smile on my lips right now. His head was looking up even though his eyes were closed smiling his chuckle off. But than he wasn't anymore as he looked down to me with a provoking look. He wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me to him. The other one made its way up slowly while touching along my bare arm. It send me a chill and goosebumps. Somehow I felt safe in his arms. I don't want to step out of it anymore. Never. Suddenly I felt his thumb on my lips. He was staring at them like a lion on a deer after being starved for weeks. I stopped laughing. "Did you wipe her kiss of?" It sounded serious but I chose not to take it so, because why would he care. I don't want him to care. Because I care. And if he cares, I'm in trouble. "No." I whispered his thumb still on my lips making it harder for me to talk. He looked up to my eyes for a second before looking down on my lips again. A look of jealousy on his face. That's the first time I really studied his face. An expression of sadness and anger lingering on his face. A look that has been there for too long making him seem emotionless. He looked in my eyes again. Making me forget everything. So beautiful. So pure. "Where you always this pure?" I asked not hearing myself. He suddenly stopped, I hadn't even noticed him coming closer to me. He dropped his hand of my lips and let go of me. But I refused to go. I was standing there. He was standing there. Looking at me. But I noticed his expression changing. His jaw thickening. And eventually his eyes moving away from me. "Go home." He demanded. DEMANDED. "Oh welcome Dante Lucas fucking Rodríguez and I was wondering where the fuck you where." I said turning around to leave. "Selin." Dante shouted for me but I didn't react, because I was full of his mood swings. "Selin Déjame dejarte." He said. Not even offering or something, but SAID. (Let me drop you off.) "No thanks sir Dante I'm not willing to die." I gave back. He was drunk as fuck and my suspicion: high as fuck. "Ok I'll let someone drive us." "Why are you doing this?" "Doing what?" "This. The whole show with touching me acting nice to me and next second pushing me away. Why?"
Silence. Great. Absolute silence. Perfect. I didn't even look at him anymore. I started walking towards the dark street. Hoping to see a taxi. Fucking hell. No best friend. A weird relationship with Dante. A fucking disgusting night. And on top of all of that finding my way home. Great. Really. Couldn't imagine it better.
