Adoption (One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

*Louis's pov*

"Yes" more tears streamed down her face, this sight broke my heart!

"Can I ask you something?" She said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yes anything sweety" I said.

"If I go missing will you just let me go?" She whispered into my chest. My heart literally stopped. Did she seriously just say that?

"NO!" I yelled.

"Please, I am worthless, parent less, lifeless, 13 YEAR OLD GIRL! EVERYBODY HATES ME. I HAVE TRIED KILLING MY SELF THREE TIMES IN A MATTER OF 13 YEARS!" my mouth fell open I thought she only tried once. "I haven't told you about the other two, have I?" She whispered.

I shook my head 'no' unable to speak.

"Well when Jason was my bf he said I was fat one day when we got in a fight. Then the next day he called me skinny. It went on like that and the words fat and skinny got mixed into my mind. I didn't know what to do. So I starved my self. And now every time I eat in front of you I choke it down then throw it up later. And the second one is when I was with Stan it was a week after Stan saved me from the tub. He was beating me and ect. That day I found a razor......" And her voice trailed off as she pulled up her sleeve and shoved me the cuts in her arm, I couldn't look at them. A tear slipped out of my eye. She has been through way to much. I grabbed her hand and made her promise that she wouldn't do that again.

She stood up and ran to her room, I followed her as she frantically started tearing the room apart looking for something. Then she found it and stood up and looked at me.

"Tomorrow is Sunday, right?" She asked.

"Yeah?" I was confused until I saw what she was holding it said a five letter word that I have never looked up for help but I knew someday I would.

*Lily's pov*

I grabbed my Bible, I needed to go to church I haven't there in a while and the situation I was in now I think I need more help and hope.

Louis looked at me confused then realized what I was aiming for. He called Niall in.

"Yup" Niall said. Don't cry, don't cry. Keep calm Lily!

"C-can we go to Church tomorrow, please?" I asked.

~Flashback~

I am sitting in the church crying right know, in hope that Stan wouldn't find me. I cried and prayed. I sang a song. When I was done I heard the door fling open.

I didn't have to turn around to know who it was.

"YOU LITTLE BRAT GET YOUR BUTT BACK HOME! YOU WORTHLESS, UGLY, FAT, LITTLE POOP!" of course I changed the bad language in that sentence.

This is the day I lost hope!

~End of Flashback~

"LILY" I heard Niall say. "Sorry I was having a Flashback" I said softly.

Niall raised his eyebrow. I ignored it and asked "so what was your answer?"

Niall looked a bit worried and I knew exactly what he was thinking..... What will the other lads think?

Man, I could be a mind reader! Wait never mind, I'm to lazy and that would require me to do work.

The boys laughed. "Wait did I just say that out loud?" I said embarrassedly.

They nodded. I blushed in embarrassment. Then we went out of the room and Niall pushed me toward Zayn, Liam, & Harry.

I gave Niall a puppy dog face but it didn't work.