A new me. (Ouran HighSchool Host Club)

Worst day ever.

Disclaimer: I don't own OHSHC. I only own my personal OC's. Sorry for short chapter :( Read with caution. Did not proof read..

Evee's POV

I swear I'm about to rip Miki's fucking head off. This whole day in class, she's been flirting with Tamaki AND Kyoya. Tamaki is actually flirting back! Can you believe it!? And don't even get me started on Kyoya. He's been acting all polite and smiling all the time. It's making me sick. It's like Miki hypnotized both of them. They completely forgot she was the one that kicked me and pushed me around at the amusement park.

As the bell rang, signaling that the school day is over, Miki followed Tamaki around like a lost puppy. "Do you mind if I come to your host club?" She asked as she fluttered her eyes 'attractively'.

I rolled my eyes. "No thanks." I answered for him. Kyoya sighed and looked down at me. "Don't be rude Evee-san. Tannika-san just wanted to see us host." He defended. Wow..Is he really defending her right now? Fine. Two can play at that game. "Whatever" I muttered and walked away from them.

I wondered around the whole school, not wanting to go to club when that witch is there. She's gonna brainwash all of them and take over. It's not like I care..I'm better off alone.

"Watch where you're going." Someone interrupted my thoughts. I jumped from the voice and looked up. Oh golly. This guy...has to be the hottest guy i've ever saw. Dark blue shaggy hair, almost silver eyes, godly body. Gosh he's gorgeous.

I bowed my head with a blush on my face. "I'm sorry. I wasn't looking where I was going." As I raised my head I saw his eyes looking at me with amusement and an eyebrow cocked. "I think I'm lost..." I trailed off as I looked at my surrounding. "Holy shit! I am lost!" I exploded worriedly.

"Fucking hell. Tama-kun..Kyo-kun..Taka-bear..They're all gonna give me hell for being late. It doesn't even help if I'm lost!" I ranted, ignoring the hottie in front of me.

"Should I ask for help..? No I might get raped. What the fuck am I gonna do!?" I continued as I sat on the floor with my head on my knees. "I'm DOOMED!" I wailed dramatically for my own fun.

"Umm..Do you need help?" I jumped again from that deep voice. I stood up and nodded vigorously. "Hell yeah I do. I'm lost." I stated lamely. Hottie chuckled and looked at me with amusement once again in his eyes. "Yeah I see that."

I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest. "You gonna help me or what mister?" I asked childishly. This time he rolled his eyes. "Yeah I guess I'll help you." He stated.

I cocked my head to the side and looked at him closely..He's not wearing the school uniform. Is he not a student here..Or.. I gasped and pointed a accusing finger at him. "You're gonna rape me!" I yelled. The guy's eyes widen and looked at me weirdly. "What the hell? NO!" He yelled back. I gave him a weird look. "Then why are you not wearing the schools uniform.. and why the hell are you wearing a thick coat when it's like 80 degrees out?" I asked.

He scoffed and rolled his eyes once again. "I could be asking you the same thing. Why aren't YOU wearing the schools uniform?" He asked smugly.

I sighed then jumped on his back like a ninja. The guy stumbled a bit but held onto my legs. "Wh-What the hell!?" He looked so cute when he's confused. "My names Evee. I'm poor." I stated bluntly. The guy's eyes flashed with more amusement and excitement. "The names Ryota. I'm rich." He stated just like how I did.

I giggled and poked his cheek. "Nice to meet you." I placed my head on his shoulder and sniffed him. He smells heavenly. Stupid rich people cologne.

"You smell good." I muttered out my thoughts. Ryota chuckled. Thanks I guess." As I kept smelling him, I started getting more sleepy and sleepy.

"Can..I take..A nap?" I asked sleepily. Who knew walking around a rich school can get you so tired. He looked deep in thought but nodded anyways. "I'll wake you when it starts getting dark. You don't have anyone waiting for you right?" He questioned. I nodded, barely listening to what he's saying and drifted off to a peaceful slumber.

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"Be quiet before you guys wake her up!" I heard someone yell. I groaned and rolled around and stuck myself closer to the soft warmth. "Why would you have her in your arms in the first place? Who are you!?" I yawned and sat up slowly. I rubbed my eyes and looked around.

Woah...I magically teleported to the host room. Cool! I grinned and looked down on what I was sitting on. I immediately blushed. I'm sitting across Ryota's chest. With my legs around both his sides. "Umm.." I trailed not knowing what to say. "Morning?" I said sheepishly. Ryota chuckled and brought me down to his chest.

"Do you know these people?" He whispered in my ear. I looked at him confused. "What people?" I asked. "Look behind you." he stated.

I sat up slowly once again, my butt still on his waist, and looked around more closely.

"Oh hey guys!" I smiled at the hosts. Everybody sweat dropped and looked at me with disbelief in their eyes. "That's all you say? Where were you for the past THREE hours!?" Hikaru asked. My smile disappeared and realization hit me. "Oh." I stated.

"Yeah 'Oh' is right. Did you realize how worried we were?" Kaoru asked rhetorically. I looked down at my hands, that was intertwined with Ryota, and let a small tear fall on our hands.

"I-I'm sorry.. I forgot. I was really sleepy." I mumbled.

Hikaru rolled his eyes. "Yeah well, Sorry doesn't cut it. God! I swear, I feel like it's better without you in the club sometimes." he glared. "Hikaru! That's too far!" Haruhi yelled.

I sniffed and wiped my eyes, trying to stop the tears from flowing but it's too late. "I-I said I was sorry! Why can't you forgive me!?" I cried.

"Why would we forgive you when you worried all of us to death!?" Hikaru yelled. "I didn't mean too! I'm sorry!" I repeated. Hikaru rolled his eyes. "And we were all looking for you and when we found you, we saw you all cuddled up with some stranger. You're such a slut!" He yelled. I gasped jumped off of Ryota and fell on the floor painfully. But I ignored it.

"I'm sorry.." I mumbled and ran out the room. I ran out the school and ran as fast I could back home. MY home. Not Kyoya's. I kicked open the door and ran up to my old room. Everything was dirty and messy but it still holds some painful memories.

I looked at the cracked up mirror on the floor. I'm right. I am hideous. I don't deserve to live. It's all my fault. I'm the reason why the hosts hates me. I'm the reason why Mom and Dad are dead. I'm the reason for everything. I punched the mirror in anger and watched as my knuckles were trailing blood down to my arm.

"Fuck it.." I mumbled and grabbed a piece of broken glass. I stared at it in my hands and decided I wanted to end it. I slit my wrists first and watched as my cuts go deeper and deeper into my skin.

I cried as I replayed today's events. My tears burned my skin as it fell on my arm. "I don't deserve to live..I'm sorry Mom..I'm sorry Dad.." I whispered. My wounds kept bleeding and bleeding and soon I'm going to die of blood lost.

I felt my phone ring in my pocket and decided to check on it.

"Good riddance." Blocked number. Same person. I smiled. At least I get to make one person happy. Just by dying though..