A One Night Stand With The Beast

Three: Mistakes...again.

A day pass after that scandalous thing happen. I actually never regret doing it but still a small pain aching inside my heart. This is because of my stubborness and expectations.

I assume things might happen between me and Matt. And I was so stubborn to expect such dream. He is really nothing but a dull grown bastard who love sleeping with various flings. Now that I am certainly one of the victims, I learned my lesson well.

"You bitch. You didn't show up yesterday." Keina is storming in our usual table with an angry face. I just stare back at my untouch food clearly ignoring her. I don't have time for some argument right now.

"I'm sorry Kein. I'm sick yesterday." I said without breaking eye contact with the food I was staring at.

"I don't think so having 'eye contact' is accepted. Does that food fortunately have eyes? Such a retard." She said jokingly. But it just a word that only make me burst out. I tried to fight it but I can't and the only solution left is to get the hell out if here before I make a scene.

I silently put down my fork and pick up my bag storming out. Keina might be my bestfriend but it doesn't mean I'll spill all my beans. So I turn my heel outside the campus completely shutting down Keina.

I was at a nearby oak tree when a tap stop me off my tracks. I hastily turn to see Keina, hands on her knees and on the state of catching her breath. She might sprint off and find me. I'm such a stupid one. Of course she would do that. Im the only one friend she have. And from the look she has on her face, she's fucking concern. A pang of guilt pierce through my heart. She's my best friend and I have to let her know whats bothering me.

"Hey, are you okay?" A concern face staring at me and I don't hold back anymore. I cried. Burying me face with my two hands. I thought the pain will subside after I convince myself it was all mistake. I try to ignore the pain but when it resurface again, it's more painful though.

A pair of slender arms hug me tightly and I cried more. This is a good way to release the pain. A warm and reassuring hug from a friend.

"I'm so pathethic Kein. I expect too much. I never thought this insanity could cause a lot of needles piercing through my heart. Shit. I feel so gross." I said between my sobs and laugh. God. I think I'm going to be insane.

"Ssh. It's okay. Just pour out it all. Lets talk about it after your lacrimal gland drain." Of course, she definitely joke this thing to me. She knows how to clear the sadness in the air. I'm fucking grateful of having her as my bestfriend.

"Okay, I think its full tank. Its gonna be a long crying though. I'll just lend you my gym shirt." I respond.

"Ew. No thanks. You never wash that shit. I love you but wearing your oh so sweaty gym shirt will be my death. So, thanks for the offer anyways." I laugh heartily to her remarks. She's the one really.

"I just need time to recover before I tell you all the details okay?" I said assuringly wiping some tears in my cheeks and eyes.

Keina sigh and release me from her hug. "No worries. I won't push you if you're not yet ready." She tuck some hair on my left ear and I smile widely.

"I'm so grateful to have you." I said.

"Ditto." A short silence past before we burst out laughing. It's very rare to see this side of Keina. She's quite a keeper of her own feelings, and take note, she is the number one hater of dramas. But at this moment, I disagree.

"Okay. So, just sit here and I'll go buy some refreshments and your favorite pizza." Keina whisper in my ear and I giggle on her action. She's like a lesbian giving soathing words to her lover. And I can't take it if I actually imagine such things.