I was never good enough

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I knew it was trouble.Yet I took a risk thinking your worth it.I saw you days before and I want more of you.Cause you made me smile at the stupidest things...made me do stuff I thought I hated...unknowingly making me fall in love with.I know I was stupid loving you and I knew that we aren't meant to be together and it sucks how a little piece of me still holds on to you thinking that you could grant me the chance to live my life as if it is a movie.But no matter how harsh your words were and how painful it is to see you with her...I tried getting over you...but the smile that used to reassure me once now haunts me reminding me that I cant have you....I really am trying to get over you but I cant...I still hold on to the thought of you finally noticing me ...but this isnt a movie nor a book and no matter how I try...I will never be able to be that girl...I m sorry I ain't good enough...I love you.

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