Lwj pov continues:
He was so beautiful that I couldn't control my heart beating . It felt like it's hitting my rib cage so I tried to listen my head and did what I should as a Lan.
"Entering after curfew is forbidden " I said and he kinned his eyes a little as if he is judging me but I forward with rules
" Alchol is forbidden too "
" aiyaa , Lan gege because I thought you were a-zhan I dropped it huhh what I got? nothing, lost alcohol and my A-Zhan~" my zhan did he just ? . Am I....am I really his ?.... can that be real ?
He sounded like like maiden calling there lover .it's sweet and I....liked it . Is it okay for me to want to hear him calling me like that . I was desperate that I wanted to tell him that I am his a-zhan but I didn't cause I am afraid and I know that I loses everything I hold dear I am weak . I couldn't protect mama . I will be like that same with
him .
"Huhhh, a-zhan a-zhan were should I
find you " he is finding me . Had I ever thought about someone would be finding me ? And I would like it . It's so soft and addictive. It's like finding myself in this billions of people. Like soft melodious music in silence , taking me to my own world that I want to hold or ....or I would die . So desperate I would do anything.
But why .......? Love ..that too in first sight . I knew that cause u never forget that boy and his smile . I am drowning and let me drown in pool .let me ask what I am to him like he is to me ?
My world 🌎
My sky 💙
My earth
My sun
My moon
Every melody .
Every breath
And
Every heartbeat
"Who is a-zhan ?" I did thank God I did it .
"A-zhan is someone precious to me , but you said it's not you then I will get going, sleep tight and find my a-zhan tomorrow "
PRECIOUS? .............I got blank .....it's petal floating in midnight. Soft breeze touching my body after passing through. Those ever since cold breeze felt warm today .
" What he is to you ?" What's me in your life tell please I beg you or I don't know what will happen to me today why I am so untamed today . THEY SAID THAT LOVE IS LIKE SLOW POISON THAT YOUR ADDICTED TO...MAKES YOU WANT TO LIVE BUT WON'T LET YOU LIVE
And I will gladly drink this today for him.
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I know some might feel that story is going to fast but there is a lot of this story that is yet to come ....and sorry for short chapter ....
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