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𝙈𝙖𝙧𝙘𝙝 𝟭𝟰, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭
Today is emotional day for me and the girls today we are disbanding then I wake up from my alarm then i turned the alarm off and I sat up and i opened my bedroom door and seen the girls eating breakfast and it makes me sad then i grabbed me some food and sat down with them and it was weird I think it's because we're all sad that we're not going to be a group anymore then I decided to speak up because it was all quiet
Eun-young:how does everyone feel
Eunbi:I feel sad because I love each of one of you and it's sad to disband
Chaewon:I will miss all of you
Sakura:me too
Chaeryeon:I hope we can all have fun until the end of the night
Yena:Same
Then I smiled at them while they talked then we finished breakfast and all morning everyone was packing there stuff up and I was the only one in the house because I'm the last one to pack my stuff then I took a picture of my room that I'm going to miss then I closed my door and I wiped my tears and went outside and seen the van then i opened the door and seen the boys then Seonghwa grabbed my hand and hugged me then he rubbed my back while I was crying and all the boys were comforting me then Seonghwa helped me in the van and I sat on his lap and he closed the door and I layed my head on his chest and he rubbed my head then I wiped my tears and tried to stop crying but I couldn't stop when we got to the dorm I stopped crying then Seonghwa opened the door and I got up and got out of the van then Seonghwa got out and grabbed my hand then we went inside the building and went upstairs and he opened the door and I went inside and went to the couch and layed on it
Hongjoong:Eun-young are you ok
Eun-young:yeah
Seonghwa:No your not
Then Seonghwa grab my legs and sat down on the couch and put them in his lap then I looked at the ceiling and tried to control myself from crying then I sat up and layed my head on Seonghwa lap then he rubbed my hair then San gave me some tissue then he wiped my nose then we relax for a hour and talked about it then I got off the couch and went to my room and layed on my bed and went on my phone for a couple hours watching my drama show then it hit one pm I got off my phone and I headed out of the door and I went to the venue we're the concert is heading when I got there I breath in and out then I got out of the van and went inside the building and went to the dressing room and said hi to the girls and we got ready for are last concert then I went to the bathroom and got dressed in my first outfit
After I was done getting dressed I went and sat down in the makeup chair and got my hair and makeup done after I was done I got mic up and went on the stage and I got in my spot for la vie en rose and we dance are ass off and performed good after that I went to the middle for the beginning of mise en scène and it was really sad performing the songand I tried not to cry while dancing and I held it in good then after posing the light went off and then the lights turned back on and we introduced ourselves and said hi to the fans and we all went to the back of the stage and the lights came back on and colors played then we walked to the front of the stage and we started to dance to colors and I smiled because we all having fun with each other performing with each other and we all had fun performing that song after the song after we did o my it was time to perform really like you that's when I realized we almost half way through are performance but I ignored it and had fun with are members then the lights turned off and the staff came on the stage with stairs then I took a sip of my water and I went back on the stage and sat in my spot then the lights came on and we all started to sing beautiful and I looked around at my members singing beautiful and peaceful which I'm going to miss then i look over and see chaewon smiling and having fun which made me smile at her and looked at the camera and song my lines while smiling at the camera then the lights went out again at the end of the song and we also sang hey. bae. like. it , highlight and Violeta then we got off the stage and went to the dressing room then I sat on the couch and went on my phone for a few and seen photos and videos of us which is about make me cry then it was time to do groups performances first yena,chaewon, and yuri performing someday and they look really cute then I recorded them and when they came back me and the girls told them they did amazing nad they thanked us then are manger told me that it was my turn to get dressed then I got off the couch grabbed my outfit and went to the bathroom and change into my outfit which Sakura ,hyewon, nako, hitomi and me are wearing the same color because we're performing pink blusher when I left the bathroom  yena,chaewon, and yuri we're done performing then I sat in the makeup chair and got my hair and makeup done then I told them they looked good then I look at the screen and seen eunbi,chaeyeon,minju, and yujin were performing daydream which fit them well because of there vocals they were on point along with there dancing after I was done getting my makeup done I went to the couch and took pictures of myself and recorded the girls more to keep memories in my phone then after the performance pink blusher I got up put my mic on and went to the stage and got in my spot and performed after I went to the dressing room and drink my water and cool off then i went to the bathroom and change into my pink outfit then I got my hair and makeup fix and took pictures of me and the girls together then we left the dressing room and went to the stage and grabbed are microphones and went on the stage and sat in are seats and the lights turned on and we started singing open your eyes and we were vibing with each other and we just having fun with each other making each other smiled and laugh then the next song played which was up and we sing a little bit and Sakura asked the fans if they like it and we all laughed and the next song is island and i laughter at the girls and started sing my part and I looked over and seen chaewon and she was really cute and we all loved this song some much and we all hope they loved this song some much like we do and we were having fun sing island and then the next song was pretty and we were vibing and having fun on the stage and I love seeing everyone having fun with each other it's really amazing and everybody time we sing pretty we look at the members saying it after pretty we talked about pretty and island and how it was are first time sing island then the next song played called o sole mio and I was singing with all my heart and I was moving my head back and forth because of the song after we did fiesta and it was fun having my members next to me it made me feel happy to perform and sing with them  then the light went off and we got up and went backstage and put are microphones back in the box and walked to the dressing room and I went inside along with the others and we changed into are brown outfit after we took pictures together and then we got mic up and went back on stage and performed rococo and along merry-go-round and it was sad because we were on chapter IV then I tried not to cry then I got in my spot for secret story of swan after performing it I got sad because i didn't want to end then I got off stage and went to the dressing room and we changed again after I was done I ate a little snack that they had after I got my hair and makeup fix then we went back on stage and performed panorama and sequence and me and the girls we're killing it then we did a group photo and did a wrap up talk then we did with one then we went off the stage and now this is we're everything gets sad then we got changed into are hoodies and we grabbed are microphones then we all walked on stage and the lights turned on and we all start sing parallel universe and I looked over and see that Sakura wanting to cry then I start to sing my line then i looked at the camera then the lights went off then  the staff got us chairs and we sat down and then light turned off and we started to do a speech after my members went it was my turn and at that point everyone was in tears and it hurt really bad because I didn't want to let theses girls go at all then I picked up my mic and introduced myself then I say that it's time to say goodbye and i started to get emotional as I started to talk
Eun-young: 안녕 은영아 지난 𝟸년 반 동안 난 이것에 모든 걸 걸었고 사실 작별인사를 할 때가 된 건 아직 날 때리지 않았다는 걸 우리는 평소처럼 장난을 쳤지만 내가 볼 수 없다는 걸 요즈음 마음이 아프네요 지난날 멤버들과 위즈원과 좋은 추억이 너무 많았어요 해피엔딩이 좋아요 다같이 웃었으면 좋겠어요 웃을게요 위즈원도 웃어주세요 아이즈원이 이제 안녕이라고 하는데 안되네요 𝟷𝟺살 때 멤버들을 만났는데 멤버들이 너무 버팀목이 되어주고 챙겨줘서 정말 축복받았어요. 이별이 지나도 절대 만나지 않을 우정이길 바래 우리를 챙겨준 스태프 스타일리스트 헤어메이크업 아티스트 콘서트 스태프 바쁜 와중에 감독님 항상 멋있게 만들어준 댄서들 안무 고마워 계속 사랑할게 𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚖 𝚒 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚆𝚒𝚣𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛(hello its eun-young over the past two and half years i put everything in this and fact that its time to say goodbye its not hitting me yet even this morning we were just joking around like normal days but that i won't be seeing them now breaks my heart over the past days i had so many good memories with the members   and wizone i like happy endings i wished we could all smile i will smile so wizone please put your smile on too izone is saying good bye now but it doesn't mean it's the end i met the members when i was 14 the members been so supportive nad taking care of me i was truly blessed. i would never meet anyone else like them even after this good bye, i hope to remain this friendship thank you the staffs who took care of us stylist,hair and makeup artists concert staffs, directors in the middle of busy days dancers who always made awesome choreo thank you i will keep loving you what am i daying also wizone i will love you forever )
Then we all turned around and look at video of us  telling each complements and what we like about it then I wiped my tears and then we talked more then we were about to sing slow journey but wizone came on the screen and started singing the song and i started to cry again then we started to sing the song with them after we all said bye to wizone and then we ended the concert then we all got up and started to hug each other and then we chilled for a bit then we took pictures together one last time and we all took pictures together and then I said bye to the members and I went to Ateez dorm then I unlocked the door and looked at the boys then I hugged them and we went inside and I went to my room showered and got into my pjs and I went to the kitchen and ate dinner after dinner we all went to the living room and sat on the couch and watched a movie after the movie I went to my room and got in my bed and text to the girls and smiled then I went to my photos and look and see a photo of us together and then I smiled again and then i turned my phone off and layed my head on my pillow and went to sleep

(𝟐𝟐𝟕𝟕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔)
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