Renee's POV
It's been 2 weeks since I've been at Curt's. Titus, Dominic, Grant, Rocky, Kendall, Kevin, Kenneth, Rydel, James, Carlos, Logan, Zayn, Liam, Louis, Niall, Harry, Ryland and Ellington have visited. Curt tries to get me to go see Riker but, I refuse. He understands my choice and what i'm going through so he hasn't forced me to do anything. I'm going home today while momma and daddy go on a cruise to the Bahamas. On the bright side I have an audition for a new tv show called "Gallagher Girls" (A/N: Just a book but, I'd recomend you read the series...they are good if you like spy's). I'm auditioning for the role of Cammie Morgan. I died my hair light brown yesterday and Curt and Kim seem to like it. I'm happy to have them. I figured to get a new start considering Curt and Grant walked in on me cutting. I'm in my bathroom right now at home (not at Curts) and i'm crying. If I can't cut then my life is over. I walked over to my medicine cabinet and grabbed a bottle. I counted out 15 pills. I got a glass of water and went next to my tub. I put my note on the sink earlier. Surely enough Grant, Curt, Marly or somebody will find it and me tomorrow. I cried one last time and was about to take the pills when I looked up to see Marie, Cheyenne (My other bff/cousin), Liam, Zayn, Marly, Rocky, Ross, Curt, Grant, Kendall and Riker. I then quickly procede to take the pills only to have Marie slap them out of my hand. I try to start picking them up to take them but, Ross and Cheyenne started picking them up and throwing them away. Ross and Cheyenne finished and everybody looked...shocked, hurt, scared and sad. I bursted out into tears and Curt pulled me into a hug, picked me up, carried me downstairs and sat me on his lap on the couch asking, "why? why Renee? why," he was in tears. Then Rocky came in with the note along with Ross, Marie, Cheyenne, and Marly. They were followed by everyone else.
"Carly?" Ross asked.
"It doesn't make since. Carly was sweet, strong, energetic and would never do this. What happened?" Rocky asked.
I gave Curt a look and he nodded.
"My full name is Carly Renee Melina Mega. Riker told me something about dating me as a bet. That's when I only answered to Renee Melina Mega. I was going to tell you guys but, I just cracked. I'm sorry!" I said as I was in tears. Dominic and Titus came over and pulled me into a hug.
"It's not your fault Renee. I promise." They both whispered. Then my phone rang. Liam picked it up and handed it to Grant. "This is the Mega residents, Grant speaking how may I help you?" the person talked and Grant handed me the phone. "Hello? Renee speaking." "Renee, I wanted to tell you welcome to Gallagher Academy, Cammie Morgan. We start filming in a week. Congradulations." Then they hung up. I sat down the phone with a BIG grin on my face. "Who was it? What's going on?" Liam, Zayn and Kendall said. Shoot! I forgot they were here. Curt started jumping like a teenage girl once he saw my face. Then Grant joined in. "Guess there's a new actress in town on a new TV Series!" I said. They all smiled and Riker left. I quit celebrating and went outside to where Riker was at the pool.
M: Renee
R: Riker
M: What's wrong?
R: Nothing...
M: Yes there is whats wrong?
R: Renee, I almost ended your life. Renee, What were you thinking?
M: Riker, your not the only one that said those words all those years ago. I guess, after the abusive boyfriends who tried to kill me and raped me, I, I, I cracked. I'm Sorry!
I haden't realized it until now but, I had been crying. Riker pulled me in a hug and whispered in my ear, "Renee, don't cry. I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Give me one more chance. Please." Then I heard a door close. That was odd. "Riker, I, I don't know. I don't want to be heartbroken. I'm sorry. But, I think it's best we just remain friends right now." I said as I go up. I went inside to see Liam and Zayn crying. Oh My Stars! What happened?
