First love (taekook)

Chapter 1 ✨

5 years ago

It was a hot summer day
My summer vacations were going on, I was in my grand parents house

I still remember being in that storage room the blinds were out. Sun rays filling in the room, the sound of the crickets, the warm air, and an old fan on top of us and we both were all sweaty after playing so much in the sun.

I still remember looking at his pale white skin with his red cheeks glowing and shining as the sun's rays fall on them. He's got glitter for his skin. I think and my heart is beating so much not just because of the fact, I was running so fast with him

"Koo," I said his name and he looked back at me, we were close hiding behind some cardboard boxes and he was so close
"Tae-tae?" his big eyes, soft lips and a slight tilt of his head were all it took to make me not fear the world anymore.

I kissed him

*Present day*

"No way WTF you dated my noona 3 years ago!!?" Jungkook asked
"I did!!! I can not imagine it now! I was actually into that shithead sister of yours " I said while taking another sip of soju
"Oh, great heavens!!! I can not stop laughing " jungkook laughed out loud and now he was drunk
"Dont drink too much I'll have to carry you home, you brat."I said
"Waaahhhhhh...
I would have been happy tho you know...
if you were dating nonna..."
"What the hell are you saying... I am your best friend. Find someone else to marry that witch of a sister of yours, I am telling you she is getting crazier day by day "
"Just think about it!!! My best friend is also my brother-in-law. I would have been so much fun!!!"
"Stop calling me that...only thinking about ur sister gives me the chill "
"You really do hate her huh?"
"Hate!! I despise her!!!"
"Dont be so harsh on my sister tae-tae," my kookie said in his cute aegyo voice and that's literally all it took to make me do anything in this world

"Let's go back home...come on koo"
"Hmm okay tae-tae"
And we headed back

*in the apartment
I took my koo and tough him in bed
"Tae-tae...is that it?" he said with his big puppy eyes
I rolled my eyes. Only when he gets drunk like this, is when he acts all cute and soft and makes me lose control
"। Love you koo" and kissed him on his forehead
"Good night and Sleep well, my love."
"Hmm~~~ good night tae tae, I love you a lot too!"
"Hmmm I know, now sleep," I said before turning off the light in his bedroom and shutting the door.

*in taehyung's room

It is raining and the night feels like it will eat everything thing that the eyes can see, it's all dark and black outside. Only the noise of the rain that I can hear and see, the dim yellow light of my nightstand, just Me, my canvas, the smell of the paint, the light lavender sent to kill my insomnia and his handsome face in my heart, a brush in my hand trying to paint what he looks like by the eyes of my heart,

"What have you done to me, my love"
I signed and said
With a heavy heart and the face of an angel on my canvas. A face which was created by the immortal God and painted by me and low life mortal.

"Do I deserve to see his face? "
"Do I deserve his presence ?"
"Do I deserve to breathe the same air as him"
"Do I deserve his kind heart ?"
"Do I deserve to call him mine ?"
"Do I deserve to be acknowledged by him"

So many questions but none ever answered

"I can never make you mine"

🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋🦋

And
Here I am back with another book!!! Without finishing the previous one!!!
Ik I suck am sorry
But here u go enjoy