𝐻𝑜𝓂𝑒

0.7

My head hurt from so much crying I did last night.It's been a few days since I went on that walk with my friends.I haven't been seeing them or talking to them ever since.So much shit has happened and I honestly can't take it anymore.

I'm not going to do anything stupid yet.God knows how bad I want to.I opened my phone to see it's 5 am again.I'm so used to waking up at this time and going to sleep around 6 it's getting out of hand.

I rolled out of my bed and headed to my bathroom.I got in the shower also washing my hair.After that I went and brushed my teeth also doing my skin care.I love self care so much.I didn't go a day without making sure my body was healthy and clean.

It was Saturday and of course I couldn't fall back asleep so I went downstairs into the kitchen make me a bowl of cereal.I pretty much eat 2 times a day since I go to sleep early now.I've been trying to break that habit tho.

While eating I got a call from notti.I answered of course."Wassup Y/n where you been?" He said staring at the phone."I've been chilling"I said tiredly.Don't get me wrong I love my friends but rn I just can't deal with this stuff.

"You alright"He asked."I'll be fine mhh"I said while giving a faint smile.I could tell he didn't believe me.
"I'm coming over"he said not even asking me , telling  me.

I knew there was no stoping him so I just shrugged.
"I really don't care"I said smiling sarcastically."Ik ur big headed ass don't but idc either"He said while mugging me.I busted out laughing before covering my mouth because my mom was sleep."Oops,If I get in trouble I'm telling her it was you making all that noise."I said while laughing.

We talked for a little before he eventually hung up on me.Crazy cause no one's allowed to hang up on mee.

I ended up going to sleep again.I woke up again around 10.Then I remembered that notti said he was coming over I knew he wasn't coming by himself.I made sure my room was clean and made sure there was snacks.

Cause we all know they all love to eat.Shit I do to 🤭.
I went into my room grabbing my pink juicy couture set with my White teddy bear slippers .I wasn't planning on going anywhere anyways.

I put my hair into a messy bun which I knew wasn't gonna last but whatever.By the time I was finished I got a call from the girls gc."Hi babes"Ari said while setting her camera up."Hii pookies"Alivia said while applying mascara to her eyes."Hii favs"Gigi said.And I just waved while smiling.

We talked about some stuff before everyone eventually came over.Alivia and the rest of the girls came first."Hi babesss"I said while pulling them into a hug."Hi prettyyy"Alivia said.I smiled before we walked up to my room. We decided to make some videos and go live.We were live for about 20 minutes before we heard someone ring the door bell repeatedly.

I hopped up and ran down the stairs."Who is it"I said while looking through the peep whole."It's us open the damn door."Ddot said."Hoe don't get smart with me"I said while opening the door.Ddot pushed me as he walked in.I just mugged him.

We all got bored pretty quick and I wanted to do something crazy.I'm very adventurous and I like doing random things whenever I get a chance."Guys let's go to the beach."I said excitedly.

"Hoe it's like 11 why right now?"Ddot said."We're going"I said while grabbing my keys.I wasn't planning on getting in the water I just wanted to walk the beach.

We took Dad's car(Gigis dad) and opened the roof.I drove because im the most responsible.After 30 minutes we made it.

We got out the car and proceeded to walk the beach.I ended walking in the water but not not getting all the way in.
"DONT THROW ME IN THE FUCKING WATER"Ari screamed while her and Gigi were getting thrown in the water.