𝐻𝑜𝓂𝑒

2.4

Today was the day. Ahvianna hadn't visited her dads grave since he had died.She felt guilty but she knew in that moment that she wasn't strong enough to see her father in that state, or "dead".

As Ahvianna tossed and turned in her bed she felt herself being repeatedly shaken.She quickly opened her eyes seeing her long term boyfriend Notti.

"Ma you okay?"He asked grabbing her and sitting her up pushing the hair out of her face."I don't know."She answered wiping her eyes as she felt weak.

" Were you crying."Notti asked observing the girls face seeing tear stains.He quickly pulled her into a hug softly rubbing her back.

"I can't see him like that."Ahvi sobbed softly as notti tried his best to comfort the girl."Ahvianna look at me."

She tried hard to not make eye contact but Ethan pulled her head up forcing her to look him in his eyes.

"You have to go.Your dad would want you to visit him."Notti reassured before he helped ahvi out of bed.

Ethan's perspective
| 10.02.2023|

I hated seeing Ahvi like that in this state.I had to help her.I don't know exactly how but I know if I don't help now she's just going to get worse.

Im trying my best to be there for her but it's affecting my personal life now.I honestly don't know what to do.

I helped her get out of bed giving her the push I knew she needed.All ahvi really wanted was reassurance and the feeling of being appreciated.

And I was going to do anything and everything I could to make sure she got exactly that.I hope she puts this much effort into helping me eventually.

I ordered us some food now I just gotta wait for it to get here."Notti I got you something."Ahvi said as she walked out the bathroom towards her dresser where she pulled out a box.

She handed it to me and I was kinda confused.
"Hurry."Ahvi excitedly said as a huge smile came across her face.

As I opened the box it revealed a chain.It had a picture of me and ahvi on it I loved it.

"Well do you like it?"She asked smiling as I observed the item.

"Thank you bae I love it." I then gave her a hug making sure it had lots of emotion in it.I then softly kissed her lips causing her to smile from ear to ear.

"And I also got us  some matching  shoes they should be here soon."Ahvi stated as she went into her closet choosing a new outfit.

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OMNISCIENT POV

All Ethan ever wanted was to feel loved and cared for.He had been walked over by many girls and that effected how he acted he got really quiet around new people.

Everyone laughed at him for acting so "weird" but Ahvi always made sure he was comfortable.And that's why they were always happy when they were together.

Y/n had changed and was now working on doing her hair.Ethan was laid across her bed scrolling on his phone patiently waiting for to finish when they both heard her door open.

Looking up Y/n's mom walked in."Hola, guapo , you guys almost ready."She asked standing in the door frame.

"Sí, mami, solo necesito terminarme el pelo."Ahvi said finishing her edges then quickly standing up.She grabbed her purse applying lipgloss to her lips before they all exited her room.

The whole car ride was filled with good vibes.
Everything was going well.Y/n was laying on the window sill watching as rain drops hit the window.

It made her remember how as a kid she watched the rain drops race down the window or as she thought.
"I just miss being a kid."She lowly mumbled to herself loud enough for everyone to hear.

"I say that everyday.But we're only getting older by the minute.Live while you can."Her mom stated before turning the radio up not to loud but enough to where you could still hear what anyone would say.
The rest of the ride to the cemetery was quiet.

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As the family cleaned the grave Ahvi decided to have a conversation with her dad since he had missed a lot.

"Dad it's been rough without you.I miss you a lot there's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you.I feel like I disappointed you and I wanna say I'm so sorry.I'm still trying to figure out how to find peace during this time but it's getting really hard.
Mom is doing okay shes still sad I can tell.I'm trying hard to be strong for her but I don't think I can for much longer.I wish things would have went different.I've went to school a couple times and it's alright.I still hate going but I love seeing my friends. Oh and me and Notti are back together he has helped me a lot.I wish you were still here .I want you to know I'll love you forever."

After she finished talking to her dad she felt tears run down her face.She wish it was her instead.He didn't deserve it he was innocent .

She wiped his grave off one more time before saying her final goodbye.She walked towards her mom crying into her arms as she had to let all her hurt out.

She felt like she couldn't breathe.Her chest carved in and her heart sunk."I can't."was all she managed to get out before she blacked out.