The only one

5-Yellow

Hope Orphanage

Gulf pulling up the blanket,smiling looking satisfied. All the kids have fallen asleep,slowly he closed the door.

Went aside,sitting down at the verandah.looking at stars,slowly he sigh..Mew until when we gonna be like this...

If you never accept me why ain't you letting go.

The inherintence,that should be the only things that bind us together..only month left and Mew will get it.

Is that the end for us...

"Not going home today too,my baby?"

"No, Nanny ...let me be here again ya Nanny.."

Gulf smiling,mouthing thank you to Nanny Kim,the orphanage owner for the hot chocolate drink.

HOPE is his first place called home,and Nanny Kim is the most sweetest person he ever met beside Mew's mom.

"I don't mind dear but shouldn't you let Mew know you are here. You've been here a week already."

"He won't mind,there's always someone with him ..he will be fine."

"Oh my dear...he's your husband..the place beside him should be you."

"But he doesn't love me..he hates me.. "

"Ouh,my child,come here.."

Gulf cried in Nanny's arm..letting go of his feelings.

Mew,how i wish you know if i have the chance,i wish i am dead,and Mom will be with you instead.

You never knew,i love you with all my life.

If you want me go ..then i will go..

My beautiful Mew...can i get the smile that you occasionally give me before..

Smile to me Mew,please let me have it back..

Let me love you..though you won't love me back..

My only one..my beautiful Mew..

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-i swam across,i jump across..i drew a line..i drew a line for u..its all yellow..
For u i'll bleed myself-
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