The only one

10-Running Away

-Gulf-

I have to hurry,before Mew comes home.

Home? This never felt like my home..

What home that only brings me fear and guilt..

Mom..i love him so much and this hurts

Mom...sorry i cant keep on going with the promises ..to stay with Mew forever in sadness in happiness,up and down.

Lord..do i fit with your imagination when you created me?

I never knew who my parents are.HOPE is the only place that i called home.

Mom..you brought me from HOPE in promise and hope that happiness will be with me,with us.

Yes,i felt it.

You made me happy..Mew made me happy..

But once you are gone the happiness is gone too.

Lord,pardon me for being too greedy..for wanting more than what meant for me.

Hiding myself behind the tree,biting down my lips..trying to ease the pain away.

His broad back..the body that i once craving to hold..

Mew looks back..can he see me?

Mew...if being away from your side can bring back your smile. This will be my last time seeing your face,for breathing the same air with you.

I am sorry my love for intruding your life

Till we meet again..my husband..my one and only.

Slowly i walk away from there..

"GULFFFFFF!!!"

From walking i start running..too fast and too ignorant..

Screeeeechhhhhhhhhhh

Baaaaaaammmmmmmmm

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-am i too ignorant to the world,please just hug me tight and let the tears go-itsmehalilah,20052023