Caroline's Story

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It's school tomorrow. It's monday tomorrow. The absolutly worst day in the week. And I know, every one hates mondays. But I'm afride of mondays. I have them so much. I can't think about it without feeling like I'm beeing sufficated. I hate all the days I am at school but mondays is worst. I stayed home at friday and that was one of the best days in such a long time.
I ain't beeing bullied at school, I have a lot of friends, but I'm just so tierd. I can't focus. The letters fly around in the books. At school I feel like I can't breath and I just wanna cry the most of the time. I try and laugh so ny friends won't see how if feel but it is so hard. I don't want them to feel sorry for me and I don't want them to see me weak.
Every morning is a struggle with panic attacks. Some days I feel like I at least can try to go to school but I'm getting worse. One teacher is trying to help me but I'm to deep down. All I can do is wait for school to end for summer break.
For some people three weeks may seem like a short time but for me three week feels like a eternity.

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