drowning in you | minsung (discontinued)

Chapter 15🥀

I walk out of the kitchen and saw Hyunjin is already awake.

"Good morning", I say to him.

"Morning", he says sleepy.

"How did u sleep?"

"If i dont consider the fact i have been sleeping on the cold and hard and on top of that dusty floor for the whole night, pretty good", Hyunjin replies .

"Well i told u, Felix and Jisung to go to sleep but none of u listened to me."

"Yeah, i know", Hyunjin said,"but the game was so good so it was worth not going to sleep."

I looked at him in disbelief and shook my head. I walked to the stairs and was abt to go upstairs but then i remembered i wanted to talk to him about Jisung.

I turn around and see Hyunjin going towards the kitchen.

"Wait, Hyunjin can i please talk with u in my room for some minutes?"

"But i am hungry."

"U can also make urself smth to eat later."

"Okay fine i come", he groans.

He heads to me and follows me to my room.

I close my door and we both sit down on my bed. He grabs my blanket and covers himself with it. He also takes one of my pillows and places it on his lap to rest his hands on it.

"So, what do u wanna talk about?", he asks.

"It is about Jisung."

"Oh really? To be honest i also wanted to talk with u abt him."

"What? Why?", I ask.

"Because it seems like smth happened between u both and i wanna know what."

"Well this is exactly what i wanted to talk with u abt."

"So did smth happen?", Hyunjins asks curiously.

"Yes", I answer.

"And what? If u dont mind telling me."

"So this happened yesterday a few hours before this game night. Seungmin told me to ask Jisung if he wants to join us so i walked to his room and opened the door but unfortunately he was changing his clothes when i walked in and he felt pretty uncomfortable. Honestly i expected him to stay in his room the whole night so i was surprised when i saw he joined us last night. And yeah since then he acts different around me. He doesnt talk to me anymore i mean we only know each other for one day but u know what i mean. I am not 100% sure if it is because of what happened yesterday so i wanted to ask u if he told u anything because u and him were talking a lot yesterday night. So did he tell u smth?", I explain.

"Wow, u only know each other for one day and so much already happened."

"What do u mean with so much already happened?", I want to know.

"Well, the thing u just told me, then u and him yesterday in the kitchen while cooking and ur conversation in the bathroom."

"Wait, from where do u know all of this??"

"Jeongin told me abt the kitchen thing and i walked pass the bathroom while u and jisung had this conversation and it sounds like somebody has fallen for someone", Hyunjin teases me.

"No, i havent fallen for anyone that is gross and lets go back to the topic."

"Are u sure?", he asks,"u literally never care abt what people think of u and now u are here asking me about what jisung thinks of u because u care abt him."

"I said lets go back to the topic", i say a little annoyed.

"Okay, okay, no need to get annoyed. So back to ur questions. I dont think he told me anything abt it, i cant clearly remember it tho. But maybe i can think of smth later."

"Can u please tell me if u do."

"Ofc i will."

"Thanks bro", I say.

"You are welcome", I say.

Hyunjin gets off my bed and is about to leave my room when he suddenly stops.

He turns around and asks me:"Are u really sure u dont love him?"

"Yes i am. I am pretty sure i havent fallen for him. He is a boy, Hyunjin."

"Ik he is a boy i also have eyes to see. But what is the problem with that?"

"Well this would mean i am gay and i do not wanna be this."

"Are u serious?? This is the only reason why u deny loving him? Minho there is nothing wrong with being gay. Ur sister is gay too and do u have a problem with that? No, so why should it be one if u were gay. I am damn sure u have fallen in love with jisung and i am also damn sure u are going to bottle up these feelings and deny u love him. Please do not do that. Stand up for urself because there is nothing wrong with being gay and in love. And if u ask urself how i know that we have been friends for over 8 years so i can tell when u have fallen in love with someone because usually u never care abt a single person this much. So please do not deny loving him because who knows maybe u will regret it someday and to be honest i am pretty sure u will if u keep doing that."

With that Hyunjin left my room.