drowning in you | minsung (discontinued)

Chapter 16🥀

I am laying on my bed while staring at the ceiling. It is plain white with some holes in it. They are from screws. I used to have a huge poster of a band hanging on the ceiling but because i stopped listening to them i removed it.

"Usually you never care about a single person this much. So please do  not deny loving him because who knows maybe u will regret it someday."

The conversation i had with Hyunjin keeps repeading itself in my head. Have i really fallen in love with Jisung? I only know him for one day and i do not believe in love at first sight. Love needs its time. You dont just fall for someone. Yet, it seems like this is happening right now to me. It seems like i have fallen for a guy i have met yesterday for the first time. However, i dont even really know him. Like what if he turns out to be a whole different person. What is if he is just acting nice so that he doesnt get kicked out? Man, i dont know...Okay lets say i did fall for him. How do i know if he feels the same way? I doubt that he even wants to be with me in the same room because it still feels like he is uncomfortable with me around. But what if this is just temporary? What if he does feel the same for me? Will i ever find out?

Suddenly i heard my phone vibrating which pulled me out of my thoughts.

I took my phone which was laying next to me and looked its display.

I got a message from Chan.

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Channie

Can you please come downstairs? I have to tell you and the others something.

Okay, give me one minute.

Could you please tell Jisung to come too. Since he lives here now, i think he should know too.

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I sigh. I wish someone else would do it but he has already asked me and if i dont do it i will have to explain why and i dont want that.

I got up from my bed and walked to Jisungs room. Before his room where some empty boxes standing on the floor. I look at them more closely. One some of them is something written like 'bathroom' or 'clothes'.

I look up again to the door and knocked at it.

"Come in!", i heard him saying on the other side of it.

I hesitantely opened it. I dont look inside of his room tho.

"Chan wants u to come down. He said he has something to tell all of us."

"I will be there in a minute."

I didnt say anything back. I just closed the door and walked downstairs.

He didnt sound that uncomfortable this time. Maybe he is getting comfortable around me again?

Downstairs i see Chan and all the other members standing around the couch.

"Where is Jisung?", Chan asks.

"He said he will come in a minute."

"Okay, good."

I walk up to Hyunjin to stand next to him.

"What is going on?", I whisper.

The atmosphere feels kinda odd so i didnt want to ask this loudly.

"I have no idea, bro."

I heard someone coming down the stairs so looked in the direction of where the noise comes from.

It is Jisung.

"Good that u are here Jisung. So guys", Chan says looking at all of us now ,"I know someone new just moved in yesterday but there will someone new be moving in soon."

"Wait, what??", everybody asks in disbelief.

"I am sorry, but i know him for years and he told me he is looking for a place where he can stay until he finds a job and can afford a new apartement."

"What is his name?", Changbin asks.

"Choi San."