𝘕𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 | 𝘔𝘠𝘎

Sypnosis

New school meant new possibilities right?

I saw her in the library, picking up books from the floor because hoseok accidentally bumped into her.

She was so pretty.

"Oh no not her."
"What. Why?"
"Just no."
"But why?"
He came closer to my ear.
"She's fucking retarded."
My hands balled into fists.

I don't know why I agreed to come to this party.
Panick attacks in broad daylight are the fucking worst. I somehow managed to find a corner and with much difficulty sat down while I tried my best not to let my attack show.
"Are you okay?"
It was her.
She was holding a red cup and was wearing this outfit which would've earned a nice swallow from me but I was too shaken up.
"Oh my god you're having a panick attack. Wait."
She threw the cup, sat down next to me and wrapped her arms around me.
Vanilla essence.
"You're safe. You'll be okay. I'm here. I'm here and I'm not leaving."
It wasn't the words which comforted me. No. I had heard those words much too many times for them to lose their value.
It was her scent and her jacket around me and her presence which calmed me down.
"Keep breathing for me. You'll be okay."
And soon I was.
When she sensed so, she let go of me and just put her head on my shoulder and I swear if I could stop time I would've.

"My parents are never home, they're diplomats."
"Ah, so it's just you and hoseok at home?"
"Yeah. Wanna come?"

"For fucks sake Hanuel, what the fuck do you mean you can't date me? All those moments meant nothing to you?"
She just stared at the floor.
"Hold on, this isn't because of Yuito right?"
Her eyes shot up.
"Don't bring him in this."

"I wanna be with you forever Haneul can't you fucking see that?"
"Well this isn't the first time I'm hearing this pretty lie."

"We're like a love song by some famous singer aren't we?"
"Definitely. I'm thinking the album Lover by Taylor Swift might just sum up our story."

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I just had to dump this idea out of my mind because I have pretty important exams coming up and it just kept playing in my mind which I can't afford (academic validation monster)

May or may not write this.

goodday :)<3