The first time I saw you after all this shit was happening you gave me the most vertigo on this planet. My feet begun to tremble, my stupid mind crashed into the ground and there were so many things I wanted to say but I couldn't because they flew away like a carrier pigeon. The meaning vertigo describes exactly what you've made me feel every time we've met. I get insecurity while running and yes, I even forgot it for a moment.
But that's all gone now.
And the beautiful vertigo you had given me turned into a vertigo that feels like a horrible nightmare.
