He truly has changed

I'll help you heal the broken heart

Theos POV:
I woke up with my head buried in Liam's chest, i must admit it was really comfortable but I couldn't do this, not to Liam. I was so messed up inside and out that I would drown him with me, and I can't put him through everything that I go through. I was in pain, mental. 
I don't know how to heal it, and I feel this intense pain in my chest that I think if it doesn't go away I might die.

Who gives a shit if I die anyways. I don't deserve for someone to care for me, I did horrible stuff I almost killed Liam and I DID kill Scott, I don't know why i did it, I guess I wanted power and I hoped that with that power I wouldn't feel so alone and empty inside, but reality always hits.

Yesterday I confessed everything to Liam and I broke down, I couldn't take it anymore, I just wanted everything to stop hurting, but it didn't.
I felt myself as I was about to cry and then I felt soft hands on my face
"Hey, why are you crying, what's wrong"
I heard Liam say and he looked worried but didn't let go of my face. "I don't wanna feel like this anymore, it hurts so much" I cried it out, everything felt like it was burning but it was on the inside.I could feel how my heart was clenching inside, I can't live like this anymore I want it to stop. "How do you feel Theo, where does it hurt?" He asked me quietly and pulled me a little closer to him. "Everywhere. I can't take this anymore" I was sobbing at this point and I just wanted for everything to go back to how it was, now, I wasn't drinking, wasn't eating, I just smoked weed until I felt so lightheaded that I could pass out just because it makes my pain go away, I didn't want to do it, but I had no other choice. I started shaking and Liam pulled me to his chest and i sank in the heat his body provided."Please don't say that, you are the strongest person that I know and I know for a fact that you can get through anything, just give it time T. I will be here for you in every way,  I am not leaving you by any chance." Liam reassured me and gave me a bear hug.

T? I like the nickname, its cute, guess I'll have to come up with a nickname for him aswell. "Are you okay, like really okay?" He asked me and was looking at me with worry in his eyes, I felt my heart  skip a beat, no one has ever asked me something like that, or cared like he does for that kind of matter "I don't know, I just feel like theres nothing else to feel but guilt, and I know that I've done some horrible and unforgivable things, and I know I don't deserve forgivness and for someone to feel bad for me, but I just need someone to make the pain stop, I just can't take it, it burns and I don't know what to do anymore" I was crying again and he wraped his arms around me, it felt so good and warm and I felt the pain slowly going away, then I saw his arms and black veins going to his chest. "Liam? What is this, h-how can you take it away like that? I haven't seen anyone do that." He was taking mental pain away, I've read about it, it was like a prophecy. "I don't know I just feel like you deserved so much better then what we put you trough, and I just took the pain" he smiled so sweetly I wanted to just burry my head in his chest and stay there, it felt so safe and so good.

We got out of bed and went down to get breakfast and we started making pancakes. We started a war with flour and he cracked an egg on my head and I put water  on his, his laugh was so calming and sweet i could listen to that sound the whole day and I would never get enough.