Friendship?

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A/N I'm sorry that I didn't post for so long I had a lot of schoolwork,but I will try to post more

Liam's POV:

I was still sitting by Theos bedside, he looked so calm and relaxed, like he was having a really nice dream but then he started rolling his eyes back and started slowly shaking, I took his hand in mine but he didn't stop shaking and started mumbling something along the lines of "please stop" and "don't do it Tara". His sister was doing something to him and for some reason my heart hurt to see him this helpless and scared even tho he wasn't even awake, it still stung.

"Theo, wake up please" he just screamed "NOOO!!!" and woke up, looking around the room and when he saw me he tried to get away from me and looked terrified, he was holding his knees to his chest and crying, begging me not to hurt him. "Hey I'm not going to hurt you, it was just a nightmare, it's not real okay?" I got a little closer and heard his heart, it sounded like it was going to beat of his chest. I put my hand on his chest to his heart "look I'm here, nothing is going to hurt you here okay? Now calm down and tell me what happend." I said and he looked me in the eyes and started to cry again and wanted to talk but wasn't sure if its okay to talk so I took his hand and placed it in mine rubbing it slowly with mu thumb to calm him, "It was just my sister doing what she did all that time I spent in hell with her" he didn't look me in the eye when he talked, what did she do to him to make him that scared just from the near thought of her.

"What was she doing to you down there, you look horrified?" I asked, being careful and gentle with my words, because for some reason it hurt me to see him hurt and scared, then he started talking, I think I will start having nightmares after this too .

"It always started with me waking up in a morgue, I would crawl out and I would look around the hospital, desperately trying to find a way out... t-then Tara would come, she always had that hole in her chest where her heart was, she always would come to me and rip my heart out and put it in the hole of her chest, i tried to run, to fight, to hide, I even begged her to stop, but there was no use. It was like that place was made for me to suffer from my sisters hands, to punish me for the awful things I've done to her, to you, to Scott, to the pack and to Josh and Tracy. In a way I deserved it."

He cried and something in me was screaming to hug him, hold him close, let him cry it out, and thats what I did. I hugged him and he buried his head in my chest like he was trying to hide himself from the world, like he was scared to show emotions, I just held him like that and let him pour his heart out to me. "I want it to stop, please make it stop I can't take it anymore" he cried out, he sounded in pain, I tried to take his pain away but he wasn't in a physical pain, he was in mental pain, in my opinion, the worst kind someone can be in. When I realized I can't help him I got tears in my eyes and I understood he was never evil, he was just a broken boy who wanted love and friends and family, but got the opposite in return, "Shh, its okay, its all going to be okay I will help you make it stop hurting okay, its okay, you're safe here with me" I took his face in my hands, he looked beautiful even this broken, I hugged him again and sat with my back against the headboard of the bed and let him lay his head on my chest so he could calm down.

After a few minutes of him sobbing he calmed down but still was laying on my chest, I didn't mind, he went trough hell,literally, he deserved a break. "I'm sorry to cause you trouble, I know I'm not the first person someone would want to spend their evening with. I mean I'm sure you would much rather go and make out with Hayden" he said slowly, trying to cover the fact that he just cried on my chest for 10 minutes, but when he said Haydens name I wanted to trow up from the metallic taste of her name in my mouth. The thing is we probably will break up because he was so controling and toxic and abusive towards me the past 3 weeks it's really tiring being around her. "Belive me I would love to spend my evening with anyone thatas not Hayden, and you need me more then she does right now." "Aren't you to in a relationship or something" he got up from the laying position and I missed his head on my chest, it just felt right to have his head on my chest for some reason.

"Yea but she is acting really like a bitch, she is controlling asf and she is abusive and toxic, she thinks that I'm gay because I said a guy was good looking, like is she okay Ryan Reynolds is attractive for everyone and I'm not gay I'm bi and she knows that. Last week when i asked her to go out she said she didn't have time for me and that she needed to go out with Gabe to help him for something, she was cheating on me 100%." I just sigh and look down to my fingers, Theo then says" well if she's stupid to cheat on you for him then thats her lost, you are smart, thoughtful, caring and kind, she won't find anyone better" I blushed and smiled looking at him with my puppy eyes. We spend the rest of the night talking and planning on what to do with the ghost riders, we fell asleep in my bed and Theo was again laying on my chest, he was my friend right? its not weird for friends to do this things. Wait, he was my friend, I love the sound of that. I held him closer and he wrapped his arms around me, and we fell asleep holding each other. 

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