Hatred - Minsung

7

Sorry for a shorter chapter. I've been really busy with work and moving into my first apartment! Hope you enjoy!!!

Changbin fiddled with his jacket for what felt like the hundredth time. He was so nervous for his date even if he shouldn't be. It was technically their first official date. They had told Minho they were dating because by the definition they were, they just hadn't gone on an official romantic date like in the movies.

He and Felix had been practically dating for weeks. They kissed and hung out all the time and called each other cute pet names, they just had never officially put a label on it until they told Minho. It was no secret to one another that they were exclusive, labels just felt scary and to fast paced for them.

It felt almost freeing to finally tell someone else about their feelings. They no longer had to bottle them up and could finally be public around at least one other person. They knew no one would care, if anything everyone had been just waiting for the day the awkward tension would turn into dating.

It was Felix's idea to go on an official date. He said he wanted to experience the cute cliché dating phase instead of just jumping into a serious relationship. What a romantic. Changbin found it adorable. Felix was the type to want to be wooed over. He loved the cliché romantic movies and didn't want an average normal relationship.

Changbin was happy to deliver. He wanted Felix to have the world just like he deserved. It wasn't like he was exactly poor. He didn't mind buying Felix expensive dates or gifts to show his love. Felix deserved everything Changbin could possibly give him. No cost was to high for him. 

They were having a picnic date. Changbin had strung fairy lights throughout the trees in his backyard and had made a nice steak dinner. He was so nervous for Felix to show up. He could already feel a blush creeping up on his cheeks. 

He wanted their first date to be more on the casual side of romantic. He didn't want to scare Felix away with to much. But, he still wanted to show Felix he was there to deliver the cute romance Felix so desperately wished for.

He felt like a 13 year old boy who just asked out their first girlfriend. The nerves swarmed him in anticipation. 

Felix was supposed to head over any minute now. Changbin could feel time passing slower and slower as his anxiety heightened. Almost like the passage of time had physical effects on his mind and body. His hands were now clammy as the time ticked by.

Seconds felt like minutes as he started to overthink every aspect of the date he had set up. Were the flowers the right color? Were the string lights to much? What if he preferred pork over steak?

"It's okay." He said trying calm his nerves. He ran a finger through his hair while tapping his foot. "He will love it." 

He had rearranged the picnic several times hoping it would be perfect for Felix. He deserved the world. He tried to stop the overthinking from consuming him. He knew deep-down Felix was love whatever date he had set up.

What felt like ages later Felix finally opened the gate to his backyard. He could hear his small gasp before Changbin turned around to see his boyfriend staring in awe at the decorations. He had his hand covering his mouth as he looked around. He turned slowly to take everything in.

He was wearing a simple outfit. Some black jeans with a soft blue hoodie. It took Changbin's breath away. He always managed to look stunning no matter how simple the outfit he wore was. He had told him to dress casual. Although it was a fancy date he wanted them both to be comfortable, besides, they had known each other far to long to care about dressing up.