Sometimes I wish I could just stop eating. I'd honestly like to hide myself in my room and lock the doors and keep all food away from me. Forever.
I wish humans could live without food. I wish we didn't have to eat to survive, to think. Or to do anything.
I wish I could just cook forever. I wish I could get in the kitchen and just cook for hours on end with music blasting and my literature books and Sally Face fanfictions on my counter for when the cookies are baking, or the pancakes are frying.
But at the same time, how could I cook without tasting it? I couldn't do it. But then why do I feel so disgusting whenever I eat it? Why do I feel like crying for hours on end just because I ingested some calories?
Why is it so hard? It isn't meant to be this hard- now is it?
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Just to write
RandomUncohearent thoughts Probably will have many mistyped things You can ignore this, it's just like free therapy stuff so yeah. 😊🥰🙌🏽🙌🏾😚🤑🤗👍 Be kind to yourself and others. Love you!!! Feel free to coment whatever tbh
