Just to write

Yuri and Naomi

I think I lost a friend today
I don't want to lose a friend
I love him
He's supposed to be my brother
He just made a new boyfriend
He told me everything about his new boyfriend
He was so excited
I don't even know if they're still together.
I miss him
I don't know what happened
Why did we stop talking?
I don't want that
We made plans together
We were going to Japan for one month
Me, Yuri and Naomi.
I don't talk to them anymore
Why don't I talk to them anymore?
Why don't they answer me?
I love them.
Naomi just moved schools.
He likes his new school
Last time, he told me he was finally being apretiated there.
It makes me happy.
I want to be there.
But he is so far away.
I miss him.
I miss them
Why can't I have them back?
We were the super trio
The inseparable kind
We bought matching necklaces.
But I was always the only one to use them.
I was best
Naomi was friends
And Yuri was forever.
Why is it that it seems like a lie?
Am I not worthy of using my necklace?
Should I throw it away..?
No.
Throwing away means I gave up on our friendship.
And I am not a quitter.
Not when it comes to friendship and whom I love.

I'll figure something out.
I have to.