LOVESICK, paul lahote

000. lovesick

welcome to
LOVESICK.

if there's anything cole foster prides himself on, it's his self control. despite everything the world throws at him, he stays as cool as possible, sailing by on a pleasant ship and waiting for the moment he'd crash upon the sandy shore.

sure, it's an ability you might be shocked to know he harnesses considering he turns into a gigantic, honey-colored wolf several times during the day, but it's true. cole is good at control, and he's practically mastered the art throughout his lifetime.

high school? a total breeze for the man. sure, he was borderline failing every class and barely made it out with his diploma, but he didn't need much more than that.

training? cole's practically a natural, and he has been since the day he first shifted ━ but it's not like he needs the training, considering he's been a wolf long before anyone else, including his bull-headed alpha.

paul lahote?

truth be told, cole foster's ability to control himself falls short of satisfactory every time he's in the same room as his beloved imprint of twelve years. sure, he should've mastered it by now, but it's not like he's to blame.

paul lahote, the beautiful man he had the misfortune of imprinting on at the age of eight, was someone that could easily shatter cole's mantra of control, control, control because, wow, if it's not hard to be near him and pretend as if they're just friends.

yeah, alright, paul doesn't know ━ and if cole has anything to say about it, he won't know ━ about their imprint bond, but that doesn't mean it isn't real. paul's constant rendezvous with random high school girls doesn't mean anything, either.

in the end, they're soulmates, and cole's alright with patiently waiting for the moment that paul realizes the truth about who he's supposed to be with . . . or is he?

okay, it's a total lie, because cole foster is this close to losing control.

CODY CHRISTIAN as COLE FOSTER

DISCLAIMERS.

this book will include mature themes, imprinting at a young age (but there was no romance), 2 year age gap (cole is 20, paul is 18), paul is VERY confused with his sexuality, some homophobic themes (however, please do not take this as ANYTHING negative from me. it is, however, my understanding that if you grow up believing you are straight and being pressured into being straight, that you will be very angry and confused and lost if you find out you're gay // that's just the way it is, folks, and considering how hotheaded paul is, i believe he'd be the type to lash out and be angry and in denial). i imagine these two as mickey and ian from shameless tbh LMAO there are gonna be so many "that's so gay, man . . . " "but we're literally gay" moments i warn you now.

additionally, as for right this second, i do not have access to any platform that i can watch twilight on. i mean, it's not like it really matters since the wollf pack didn't get much screentime anyways but the updates will be slower due to my inability to watch the series.

i had initially taken this book down due to that fact but i've changed my mind and decided to just wing it.

DEDICATION.

CallingTheWild ily <3 i hope you can enjoy this mess of an intro lmao i'm not proud of it but i love this plot so i wanted to try it!!

❝what if we died in that fight, paul?❞

❝why do you have to be so depressing, bro?❞