Tubbo Angst (Finished❤)

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AUTHORS NOTE: I'M SO SORRY! I FUCKED UP TUBBO SCHOOL SCHEDULE THE FIRST CHAPTER IT'S CHANGED NOW THIS IS WHAT HIS SCHEDULE LOOKS LIKE (Wilbur and techno are in higher grades that's why they don't really have classes with Tubbo) also forgot to mention Ranboo is 17 Tubbo 16 and Tommy 16 (sophomore)

1p: Maths: Tommy /Mr. Wastaken
2p: Art: Ranboo /Mr. Wasfound
3p: Study Hall: Wilbur, Seth /bbh
4p: Lunch: Tommy, Ranboo, Wilbur, Techno, Seth
5p: English: Tommy, Ranboo / Mr. Jacobs
6p: History: Seth / Mr. Sapnap
7p: Science: Tommy,Ranboo /Miss Niahcu
8l: Computer Science: Techno / Mr. Sam (last name too hard to come up with)

They arrived to Ranboo's and they had to climb back up to the window. It was fairly easy because there was a ladder near that they could use. They threw the blanket and pillow in the window then Ranboo helped Tubbo in the window then handed him his things and went in himself and closed the window behind him. Tubbo grabbed his blanket and pillow and layed it out on the floor. "If you wanna sleep in my bed again you can, I can also get the air mattress" "whatever you wanna do is fine" "be my cuddle buddy again" Ranboo joked. "If you want" Tubbo said shrugging. "Oh- I mean ok-" he said. Tubbo moved his pillow and blanket to Ranboo's bed and layed down. Ranboo turned the lamp that was on off. He crawled into bed with him and Tubbo snuggled into Ranboo's side as he wrapped his arm around him. "Thank you" he whispered. "No problem." Ranboo said putting his arm around Tubbo.

They had to get up 2 and a half hours after falling asleep. Ranboo's alarm went off and he woke Tubbo up gently. "We gotta get up for school" Tubbo opened his eyes and looked up at Ranboo. He was very tired and saw the time on Ran's alarm clock. He then rolled over and pulled his blanket over his head. Ranboo just laughed and got up. He got changed and went to brush his teeth. He ran downstairs to put two toaster stroodles in the toaster. They had to leave in about 20 minutes. Ranboo finished brushing his teeth and woke Tubbo up again, this time he rolled out of bed onto the floor. He was exhausted. Ranboo was nice enough to get both of their things together. With 10 minutes to get to their bus stop Tubbo finally got up and put his shoes on and changed his shirt. He stole Ranboo's hoodie without Ranboo caring too much and Ranboo gave him a toaster stroodle to try to eat. Tubbo wasn't too hungry but he tried his best to eat. He managed to eat about 1/3 of it before he had to hand it to Ranboo to finish because he felt sick. Ranboo smiled and said he was proud of Tubbo for eating what he could. He handed him his backpack and they headed to the bus stop.

They got to school and Ranboo waved bye to Tubbo to head towards his class. Tubbo headed towards his locker to get a few things first. He had been having a good morning despite everything that had happened the night prior. Until Seth came up walking behind him and shoved him. His stomach was already upset so it didn't help. Seth started laughing at him and all Tubbo could think of was throwing up. He quickly closed his locked and ran away from Seth to the bathroom. He once again threw up at school. The bell rang making him late. He didn't care right now. He once again began to feel nothing.

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Tommy: Yo Tubbo, you coming to school??

Ranboo: He's at school, I just saw him is he not in class?

Tommy: what? No he's not in class and he isn't usually late

Ranboo: Weird... I'm sure he will be in class he might be in the bathroom he told me earlier he felt a bit sick

Tommy: okay I hope he's okay

Tubbo sat on his knees his throat burned from the vomit. He flushed the toilet and got up. He looked at himself in the mirror and sighed. He looked like a wreck he had bags under his eyes and his hair was poorly brushed. He frowned and went to class.

Tubbo walked into glass and sat next to Tommy. Mr. Wastaken marked him tardy and continued the math lesson. Once he was done talking he told everyone to do their page of work. Tubbo couldn't focus. He didn't feel like focusing anyways. He didn't care about grades anymore. He never got in trouble for it. He passed fine previous years. He had at least a C in every class so he was satisfied. He didn't think his dad was gone that easily but he was very mad so maybe he really didn't want him. Did anyone really want him? He started thinking again. Why had Ranboo helped him? Why does everyone seem to hate him? The bell rung. He collected his things and headed to art after saying bye to Tommy. He had only waved to him when he came to class. Tommy smiled and said bye. Tubbo walked into art and saw Ranboo and sat next to him. Ranboo smiled at him. Tubbo did his best to smile back before looking down and frowning. Eventually art had ended and Tubbo headed to his next period. Half way through that period he was over thinking too much and got up and asked to use the bathroom. He brought his bag.

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He made it too the bathroom. He locked himself in the stall. He was thinking too much and he wanted to stop. He rummaged around in his bag. Where was it. He panicked until he found it. He had a small blade from a pencil sharpener. He rolled up his pants leg and cut the inner part of his ankle. Overlapping some. It hurt. A lot. But he didn't care. It put his mind on something else. Once he was done he took a deep breath. He put the small blade back into his bag and zipped it. He covered the cuts in the bullshit excuse for toilet paper. "Tubbo?" Fucking hell not this again. Not now. Not today. Anytime but today.. He though. He stayed quiet and acted like he wasn't there. Seth knocked of the stall. "Tubbbooo, I know your in there" Tubbo held his breath. Seth then acted like he left. Just being outside the bathroom. When he heard the door open he went back in. "There you areee why we're you hidingg, I just wanted to talk." He said with the end sounding angry. Tubbo's body hurt he didn't wanna deal with this again. He was pushed to the ground. "I saw you talking to Tommy and Ranboo. You know they don't care about you right? They don't give two damns about you. Your just a parasite in their lives. They want you out of it." Tubbo didn't say anything. Seth got down to Tubbo's level and got on top of him. Tubbo tried to push him off. He didn't budge. "You're a gay little fag. You're nothing." "Get off" "I don't think I will. Since you're gay I think you like men on top of you" "GET OFF" Tubbo then threw Seth off of him and grabbed his things and ran. The bell rung so he sprinted to lunch. He ran right into Ranboo. He was crying. Ranboo turned around and realized he was crying. He took Tubbo to the bathroom near the lunch room. "Hey hey hey what happened" Ranboo tried to calm Tubbo down. That had been one of the worst times Seth had got to Tubbo. Tubbo just cried. His words were jumbled "he" "who" "s-seth he" Ranboo was confused "what did he do" "I went to the bathroom to- to calm down" "Mhm" "And he came into the bathroom and p-pushed me down and- and he called me a-a fag and he got on-on top of me and wouldn't get off and he was- was super mad when I- I finally pushed him off." "Oh my god.. " Ranboo didn't know what to do, he was angry. "Has he done shit like this before? " Tubbo nodded. Ranboo was furious now. Ranboo got up and went out of the bathroom Wilbur coming in after him to comfort Tubbo.

(This is too long of a chapter sorry!)