Felix woke up on Sunday morning already nervous. He'd never even kissed a girl, much less slept with one. He stayed in his bed letting his mind wander through all the possibilities of what could go wrong.
By this point, Bada had more experience than he did. He didn't think of that as a bad thing. At least one of them would know what to do.
Sure, he'd watched porn before, though he didn't really care for it. Something about women looking fake and being somewhat unrealistic bothered him.
So, here he was in bed thinking about what to do. He considered himself bisexual, for now. He knew he was attracted to men and women, but what if this changed his mind? He was comfortable as he was. With everything going on in his life work wise, he didn't know if he wanted that to change right now. He didn't know if he could handle that right now.
Nervously, he pulled himself from bed and got in the shower, threw on clean clothes and proceeded to pace in his room for another ten minutes.
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Minho woke up with a burning in his chest. Sitting up he clutched his hand over his non-beating heart. The pain had slowly intensified since he spoke with Jihoon.
He threw his legs over the side of his bed and continued putting his hand roughly over his heart.
"What the fuck" he whispered under his breath. Slowly waiting for the pain to subside before he could stand.
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The tension between Jisung and Bada hadn't improved. Mostly because he was still too hurt to talk anything out with her.
So instead of dwelling on it like she wanted to, she decided she'd try to move on to Felix and cross her fingers that she didn't hurt him too.
"Lix!!" Bada said as soon as he opened his door giving him a big hug.
"Umpf" he grunted quietly as he wrapped her arms around him. Well, at least she was excited.
She pulled back and as soon as she saw his face her smile faded. "What's wrong?" She asked.
"Ah, nothing just didn't expect to get attacked." He said trying to smile as warmly as he could.
She took one last look at him, not believing his excuse, but let it go. She skipped over to her usual place at the kitchen island as Chan finished pancakes and put them in front of her.
"Thanks, Channie." She said attacking them with a fork. She hadn't eaten more than a few bags of chips while she was with Hyunjin, and her stomach was growling so loud she was sure everyone could hear it.
Felix laughed as her cheeks were full of food and reminded him a bit of a hamster. "You look like Jisung."
Jisung came into the room and quickly grabbed what needed and left. The smile faded from her face as she swallowed and pushed the food around on her plate.
Bada just stared in his direction after he left and swallowed hard.
"What bush did you sleep in?" Chan joked as Minho came in the kitchen with an angry look on his face. Bada had noticed that lately he hadn't been himself. He seemed like something was bothering him, but when everyone asked he'd wave them off and say he was fine.
"Fuck off" he said to Chan as he started his usual routine of blood, mug, microwave, drink.
A few minutes later, everyone filed out of the room and started their days. Minho leaned back against the counter and avoided looking at everyone, especially her.
"You good?" She said picking up her plate and heading towards the sink.
"Fine."
She leaned her hip towards the counter and crossed her arms staring at him with an eyebrow raised. His expression softened slightly as he glanced at her. "I promise, Bada. I'm fine."
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The Binder and her Vampire
FanfictionWhen Stray Kids finally decide it's time to bind their coven, something happens that hasn't happened in several hundred years. Will it bring them all closer together or will their coven be broken beyond repair?