Sometimes I think that it's funny,
Funny, that despite how hard that I try
That all the old habits I tried to kick
To all of which I'm returning, like a druggie
But with you I was making progress,
I was suddenly sleeping through the night
And every meal was less of a challenge
But now every day you're gone, more I'll regress
Now, It's been months since I have had a good night,
While you have no trouble shutting your eyes
And just like every single night before I won't mind
But for me even the simple thought of sleep is a fight
And as far as eating goes, you wouldn't be happy
Because once again, I've been skipping meals
And sometimes I worry I'll end up sick again
That I'll end up in a hospital for being too scrappy
Since you've decided you couldn't handle me
It's left me wondering if there's anyone who could
Then I think about all my problems and issues
And all the old habits that I hide for no one to see
