1 AM Chats(Chan's POV)

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It is 1am.

Bang Chan, leader of Stray Kids, is still awake. Like he always is.

Chan types away on his computer while humming to himself. Probably working on a new song, or some other project.

Suddenly, there's a knock on his door. Chan jumps at the sound, and quickly turns to face the door. It's silent.

*Who would be up at this hour?*

He slowly rises from his chair, and opens the door. It's Felix! He looks into Chan's brown eyes, and grins. The excitement from the boy seemed to light up the entire hallway.

"Hi, hyung!" Felix said in a high-pitched voice.

"Shhh," Chan covered the younger's mouth. "Just come inside." He ushered Felix into the room, shutting the door with his hips.

The blonde licked the other's hand. Chan shook his hand out.

"Hahaha, oh my god Lix-" He gets interrupted by the lips of another.

Chan holds the back of Felix's neck, supporting his head as he presses into the blonde. The freckled boy pushes against Chan's chest. Felix's lips twist into a smirk. He begins to giggle. Chan pulls back.

"What's so funny?" He says, holding the younger's face.

"Hehehehe- hahahahah!" Felix was unable to hold back his bubbly laughter.

"SHHHH!" Chan, once again, covers Felix's mouth.

The boy still giggled through his hand.

"Lix, the others are sleeping!" Chan says with a sense of urgency.

Felix finally quieted down, small hints of laughter lurking in his throat. Chan removed his hand from the other's mouth.

"Hehe, sorry sorry." He said waving his hands in front of his chest.

"What were you even laughing about?" Chan pouted.

"Oh, I can't remember anymore..." the blonde said mischievously.

"What was it??" The brunette restrained the other's wrists.

"I can't remember!" He said with a laugh. Felix scrunched his eyes and shook his head.

"I don't believe you!" Chan leaned into Felix more, causing him to lean back.

"Look who is being loud now." The younger said with a smirk.

Chan looked stunned for a moment. He then made a pouty expression. The boy released his gasp from Felix and sat on his bed. He patted the spot next to him. Felix quickly followed after Chan, plopping down on the bed. He scooted closer to the older.

"I hope we didn't wake them." Chan says while scrolling through his phone.

"I'm sure we didn't," Felix says with nonchalance. "Otherwise, someone would have barged in here already."

Felix laid his head down on Chan's shoulder.

"Haha, you're right."

Silence fills the room. It feels comfortable, but... uncomfortable at the same time, like unspoken words were lingering in the air.

"... Lix, what made you realize you liked me?" Chan said shyly.

"Well..." Felix paused. "We were practicing 'Hellavator', and I guess it just clicked? It wasn't a particular thing you did or something you said. Just you being there made me realize how much- made me realize my feelings for you."

*Oh.
That didn't happen for me.*

"What about you, Chris?" Felix looked towards Chan with sparkling eyes.

"I...." He became mesmerized by the gaze. "I... OH! Um, when you kissed me."

"WHAT?!" Felix flew off of Chan's shoulder.

"Shhhh Felix, they are gonna hear you!"

"How did you realize just then?! We literally almost kissed before today-"

"SHHHHHH!" Chan covers Felix's for the 3rd time that day.

Felix forcefully removes the hand from his face.

"What did you think that was??"

"I don't know, I thought maybe you were just teasing me-" Chan blushed with embarrassment.

"Because me seductively rubbing your lip is 'teasing'." The blonde made air quotation marks with his hands.

"Stop judging me!" Chan whined. He threw his head in his hands.

"Haha, do you even like me at all?" Felix playfully shoved Chan with his shoulder.

This stuck with Chan. He knew it was with a good-natured sentiment, but it still affected him in a way he didn't think it would.

*Do I like Felix?* Chan peaked through his fingers at the younger, who was still giggling.

Dread began to fill the brunette. *I do.. right? What if I don't actually like him, and I'm just tricking myself into it?! I don't want to hurt him! Is that why I never noticed my 'feelings' before??*

A million thoughts ran through his head. His expression told all. Felix stopped giggling at the sight of Chan's face.

"What's wrong, Chris?" The boy said, voice filled with worry.

"Hm? Oh, I'm ok. I just realized how much work I have left." Chan was good at making up excuses.
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