The temptation

Amy

Hi my name is Amy (15) I live with my brother javy (17) my little sister Luna (11) and my parents I am struggling with my mental health just like my friend jaliy. I lost many friends and that was the temptation to do this.

"AMY DINNER IS READ" "I'm coming mom" will I said that I was finishing a text to my best friend but didn't think much of it. I came downstairs and sat down. My brother and dad started fighting like always I just stayed quiet and continued eating. After dinner I just walked back upstairs and opened the chat from my best friend. Tears started filling in my eyes. "Well if you start talking to her you are just using me so go away please" i just realised what I have said before she said that "I texted Sophie (my ex bestfriend) how she is doing lol but" I immediately started to say sorry and wrote paragraphs about how I will never replace her but she just left me on open. This wasn't the first time. The urge to $H again was big but then jaliy texted me. She was with the same problem she wanted to do $h also. We started to call en calm each other down and telling what happend.

*the next day*
As I walked in to school I already forgot about the fight between me and my bestfriend. I walked to her table to sit next to her but she was sitting together with molly. I just realised it again, I begin to sit quietly next to jaliy she smiled and didn't ask anything because I explained everything the day before when they called. It was break me and jaliy walked to the toilets. She said "I just want to go to another country but I don't want to do it alone".