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Abhimanyu

I'm going to get married for the second time and that too  with the girl I said "Mai marjaunga par isse shadi nhi krunga"  drishti chali gyi par apne piche bohot kuch chor gyi mera tuta hou dil bhi par uski Khushi yhi thi hai na azaadi chahiye thi usse krli usne apni azaadi par mujhe kaise kr gyi apni yaadon ke sath  mujhe kyun nhi chora azaad apne bete ko bhi dekhne se uski yaad aati hay usse baap ka pyar tk nhi de pata aaj meri usse shadi hone ja rhi thi ek waqt tha jb meri best friend hou krti thi sometimes I really miss that Priya in 3 saalon me jiski mujhe sbse zyada zarurat thi kyuki kuch aisi baatein thi Jo Mai ghr me kisi se nhi share kr skta par usko kaise bolta wo tou wo thi hi nhi jo mai chorke gaya tha khaas khass wo vhi Priya hoti jo mujhe sirf dost mnti thi jisme ghamand nhi tha jise apni khubsurti ka guru nhi tha  jo khelti kudti rehti thi mostly par wo badal gyi aur iss badlaw ke sath Mai usse nafrat krta hoon we reached Sharma mansion ishaani's voice broke my trance I got down I was all ready in groom's attire marriage was taking place in Sharma mansion I came here after 9 years sb waisa ka waisa hay bs usse chorke jiske wajhe se yaha aata tha din raat wo shaksh hi badal gaya aaj fir se shadi ke mandap pe baitha tha par drishti ki jagah kisi aur ne Li thi jise mujhe nafrat hay ab in ashon ka ky faida jb shadi ke liye haa krdiya nhi krni thi tou mana krna chahiye tha mujhe apne sath fhasa diya I just hate myself because of putting sindhur in her mang and making her wear mangalsutra just like I did to drishti 5 years back after the marriage she an emotional family drama shit like why didn't she said yes for the wedding even after knowing about ahaan then why we both were sitting in car going to singhania haveli oh god now I was getting irritated she was continuously crying since she sat on mandap but an hour later she fell asleep keeping her head on my shoulders I placed her head on the window and shifted other side we reached the haveli I was about to go I saw the gathbandhan she woke up by the pull  she almost ran to macth my speed I was about to enter but mom stopped me and was doing arti I opened the gathbandhan and went inside I straight went to my study room at 2 am I went to my room and saw her sleeping while leaning back on headrest of the bed her eyes were swollen I went near her and caressed her cheeks softly and mumbled "kyu badal gyi tm " but then my hatred over powered and I went back taking my clothes I went to the kitchen to take water when I noticed the dry kum kum stains of her foots I went to ishaani's room and caressed ahaan's hairs and kissed his forehead and went back to my study room

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I woke up by ishaani's voice saying "bhai jldi aaye Puja shuru hone wali hay" I woke up and got ready and went downstairs to mandir as I entered I saw a woman standing in a peach saree her back facing me a whisper left my mouth "drishti" but when the lady turned around my anger crossed it's levels she was Priya in drishti's saree how dare she wear my wife's clothes I was clenching my first when choti ma came and asked mumy "bhabhi ye doodh kaha rakhu" without thinking anything I held the pot and threw the milk on her she was stratled arti thali fell from her hands she stood there like a statue dad shouted "apni tarike nhi bhulo abhimanyu" I shouted back " isse kahe aoni Haddon me reh iss ghr ki Bahu aur ahaan ki ma banke ayi hay vhi bane meri biwi bane ki koshish nhi kre isne drishti ke kapre aur jewelleries kaise pehni"  when mom shouted " it's not drishti's dress it's her gift by someone Puri baat jane Bina yesb hrqten mt kro" I still didn't believed them I was about to shout when ishaani came and started throwing the exact same jewelleries and saree on me and said " sorry to disrespect tou but ye lo apni biwi ki cheezen pri ne uski utran nhi pehni aur na hm kbhi usse kisi ki utran denge aur wo bhi aisi ki jo khair choro bhai par ayenda se meri dost aur bhabi ke sath aisa kiya tou Mai bhul jaungi ki mere bhai hou aap " oh wow now she is making my own family members against me own just wow but then suddenly she ran away crying I felt guilty seeing her like this even if I hate her I don't want to just her she was my bestfriend Mujhe takleef hoti hay uske aankhon me anshu dekh ke I left from there cursing my self  I was finding a way to talk to her as the room was locked when I saw Ishaan knocking on the door she opened the door ishaani went inside door was little open ishaani hugged her she was crying misrebly I want to dig a hole for my self and bury my self in it I hate her but I hate myself for hurting her rn ishaani said " bhabi please mt ro " she was still crying about 10minutes later she stopped crying and said " sorry tumhara top geela hogy" ishaani said " koi baat nhi par tm ro mat aise dekhne se acha nhi lgta Mai jnti hoon mera bhai tumhe deserve nhi krta wo pgal hay drishti ki yaadon me wo bhul chuka hay sb kuch mumy aur papa ko bhi ahaan ko bhi Mai tumhari dost ki tarah tumhe ye bolna chahti hoon ki tumne shadi krke apni life kyu barbad ki divorce dedo par behn hoon usse uss aurat ke yaado ke piche rote hue dekh dil ye bolta hay ki tumhi usko pehle ki tarah bana skti hou"  Priya held ishaani's hand and said "nhi ishaani koi baat nhi I can understand usne bhi suffer kiya hoga jise hum bohot pyar krte hay usse khone ka dard mujhe pata hay and yesb traumatic bhi hoti hay as a physcatris I can understand this " wait is she the same Priya who turned into a arrogant girl listing to everything it felt like old Priya my old Priya who just cared about her loved ones was back I was thinking all this when she again said to ishaani " par tumhe pata hay mujhe ek aur baat ka bohot bura laga" ishaani asked "ky bhabi" I closed my eyes and cursed myself again for hurting her but when she said " abhimanyu ne meri saree khrb krdi usne kitne pyar se bheji thi saree 6 saal hogye Maine usse dekha nhi uska gift tk nhi rakh ski Mai thik se " why is it abhimanyu why didn't she said abhi like she used to and who send this gift to her i was thinking when ishaani said to her "koi baat nhi tum tension kyun le rhi hou usne tumhe aur ek gift kr deni hay itna pyar krta hay tumse bhi aur hm sb se bhi   aur aise bhi especially tumhare itne rone ke baad finally 6 saal baad wapas aa raha hay wo "  who is he I didn't realised my fists were clenched but then Priya nodded with a smile and said "wo tou hay finally wo aa raha hay 2 din baad acha hou meri chuti hay i6can spend my time with him waise tum mujhe ahaan ki routine bata do then usse mere pass bhej do mere bache ne subha kuch thik se khaya tk nhi jldi me"
She cares for him I am glad atleast she will be a good mom for him he won't feel unwanted ishaani said " tumhare beta ka dhyan gum bhi rkhte hay par koi nhi Mai bhejti hoon usse aur maa tumhe uska routine batyengi ye mere bass ka nhi" and got up to come outside I went back to my study which was beside my room

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It was late night I was in my study room after the morning incident I didn't have the guts to face anyone in the house I came out for once to take some water but collided with Priya she just walked away with a cold face it doesn't suit her hey waheguru ji  mujhe nhi chahiye ye cold ya arrogant Priya kyu nhi wapas krdete meri uss dost ko jo yaha se waha kehlti kudti rehti thi sbka dhyan rkhti thi  I sighed and looked at the clock it was12 everyone must have slept I went to my room and saw Priya using her phone I can now talk to her and ask for an apology I sat in the bed and said " listen I am sorry for morning I di-" she cut me off in between and said "mujhe baat nhi krni and layed down covering her face with  the blanket I pulled off the blanket holding her and held her face from my one hand and

said "par mujhe krni hay I am sorry for morning mujhe nhi pata tha I am really sorry"

She said "tumhare sorry se wo meri insult jo tumne ki wo wapas nhi hogi aur jo mera gift tumne khrb Kiya wo thik nhi hoga so keep your sorry to yourself aur choro mujhe neend AA rhi hay "

I replied " nhi chorunga ky kr logi "

She said " kyun nhi choroge aur pakda kis haqq se hay "

I bluttered out "biwi hou meri iss haqq se pakda hay aur ye haqq chin nhi skti tum mujhse " saying so I layed down while hugging her but then I realised what I said

She replied " biwi oh really par tumne subha ye nhi kaha tha ki iss ghr ki Bahu aur ahaan ki ma hoon tumhari biwi nhi tou kaisa haqq"

I hugged her more tightly and said " jo kehna hay kaho Mai nhi chorunga " I would have left her but I couldn't my weak self who was craving for a hug from someone craving form the warmth did let me I snuggled my face in her neck and closed my eyes inhaling her fragrance soon she stopped struggling and hesitantly hugged me back and started to caresse my hairs and I snuggled more to her pulling her impossibly close I don't know what have gotten into me but right now I just want to relax my self in her embrace forgetting myself who I am or what I am and exactly that happened I just let myself melt in her embrace and I didn't realised when I fell asleep

TBC

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