I sat against the wall of my room with a pocket knife in my hand bringing it towards my thigh I cut it not deep but nicely as blood starts dripping from my thigh I slowly do another and another soon I felt light headed after all the cuts and gashes I made on my body I felt dizzy and nauseous I slowly got up and went to bandage myself up before texting my new lover... god why did I kiss them yesterday? I'm such an idiot they probably didn't want to break my heart- they probably hate me now...
Slowly I pull up my phone and text them...
From ——— "Hey what U doing darling?"
"Nothing much how about you love?" ——— from
From ——— "Just putting on a show!"
"Lier. Please don't lie to me..." ——— from
From ——— "what do you mean darling? :)"
"I know what you did love don't lie I know everything you do."——— from
——— changed ——— to 'my boy <3'
From my boy "what do you mean darling?"
My boy <3 changed ——— name to 'darling <3'
"I mean I've known for a while now... I don't want you to lie to me or hurt yourself anymore love..." from darling <3
From my boy <3 "ah I get it now. But would you like to come in? From which ever place your hidden rn."
"Oh my how precious! Alright I'm already in your room I'm sitting under your bean bag ;) <3" form darling <3
From my boy <3 "does that mean you've seen-"
"Of course I have it's quite interesting honestly I don't know how no one's done it with you before," from darling <3
From my boy <3 "it's bc I'm into dark academia lol so I thought you were just playing a prank until now can you come into the bathroom now?"
"Of course love! I'll be there in a moment" from darling <3
I heard a shuffling sound than a knock on the door "come I darling!" I called as I put my last bandage on and looked over at the door to see him {so cuteee <333} I smiled at him opening my arms "come here from now on I'll give you a new nickname for when where around people alright?" I asked as he snuggled into my chest as I started playfully with his hair "mhm!" I started to chuckle when I heard his muffled voice "you like my abs more than me huh?" I say half a joke but soon the hug tightened around me "no! No of course not! They just add to your looks which is-" he stopped his face turning red which made me laugh, I felt a small hit not hard enough to harm me, it was him trying to hurt me I grabbed his wrists and brought it to my face "don't hit me there you might hurt yourself! If you're going to hit me hit me here." I let go after his skin touched my face I did a soft sad smile hugging him once more "I love you little dove..." I closed my eyes as I relaxed still hugging him suddenly I only saw darkness after I opened my eyes...
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My knife, your life? No our life (newly re-continued)
FantasyNothing really special or eye drawing it's mostly a fantasy version of someone's life and they finally find the perfect Lover for them... will me A/n tell you? No that's for you to find out ;) have fun with this mystery !! DISCONTINUED !!
