~My Sugarcane~ Hyunlix

part 9: first sight

Felix's pov:

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Hyunjin chuckled and got back up. "I'm kidding kitty".

He got up and sat down on the couch in his room "how does your head feel?" He asked.

"Hmm... it still hurts a bit from the fall and i'm really cold so i might get a little sick" i answered.

"Well, you should take a shower" he said and i nodded in agreement.

"Your school uniform is washed so you can wear that again" he said.

I looked at the comfy hoodie that i was wearing and looked dissapointed.

"You wanna keep wearing that?" He asked.

"Eh... maybe" i whispered feeling embarrassed.

"Hmmm you like the smell of me hm... you want me close to you" he said with a smirk.

"Shut up, it's comfy" i lied. I did like that it was his hoodie. I felt so protective. And i kinda liked it when he touched me... so wearing his hoodie felt like him touching me.

He chuckled and pushed me in the big bathroom. "So here you have all these products" he explained what every product is for and i just got confused.

"I don't understand a thing" i said.

He sighed "you want me to help you shower?" He asked.

"NO!!" i yelled and pushed him out "i'll be fine!".

"Okay but come to me when you're ready, i have after shower hair products" he said and walked out.

I locked the door and took my clothes off. I sighed and looked in the mirror. I'm in hwang hyunjin's house. I'm sleeping with him in one bed. And he is actually nice to me.

Thinking of all that just made my heart beat faster. I opened his drawer to look at some stuff. I saw a weird, closed box and took it to see what it was.

"Oh my god" i immediately put it back down once i saw it was an unopened box of condoms.

I closed it immediately and got in the shower, trying to figure out what normal shampoo, normal conditioner and normal showergel was.

After about 20 minutes, i got out of the shower and dried myself off. I put the hoodie back on but actually wanted another pair of boxers cause yeah...

I wrapped the towel around my waist, wearing the hoodie and walked out. I held my towel tight so it wouldn't fall off. "Hyunjin?" I said softly.

"Hm?" He looked up.

"Would you maybe have an extra pair of boxers?" I asked.

"They'll be way too big for you. This was the only smaller one i had left. But i do have a pair of shorts from when i was 15. You'll fit in that" he got up and walked to his closet.

He got the pair of shorts out and gave them to me.

I walked back in the bathroom, put them on and walked back in the room. "I'm ready".

He nodded and patted the bed "sit". He took out some cremes and oils and a weird towel.

I sat down crossed legged infront of him, my face facing him. He started drying my hair with the towel. "This is a special hair towel. It's way better for your hair" he said as he gently rubbed my hair.

Then he took the oil and put some in his hands. He softly put it in my hair and squished it.

I liked this. I likes his attention and his touch. Every time i see him, my heart beats faster and every time he touches me, my stomach did weird turns.

⚠️talk of abuse⚠️

He took a creme and put some on his fingers. He then very gently rubbed it over my face.

I closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. His hands were really soft and he always smelled like vanilla.

I opened my eyes and realised how close his face was to mine. My eyes went down to his neck and suddenly, i saw something red.

I frowned and softly pulled his chin up. He stopped rubbing and looked confused at me.

"Your neck, you're hurt" i said.

He immediately took my hand away and hid his neck. "I just fell, probably."

"No you didn't" i got a bit closer again and moved his hair a bit aside from his forehead and gasped.

"Y-you're hurt" on his forehead was a wound from probably a few days ago, but it wasn't desinfected good enough. There was filth in the wound and it was about to get infected.

He sighed and looked away from me.

"Where else hyunjin" i asked

"Nowhere, these are just accidents." He said.

I just pulled his shirt up and saw a big bruise on his back. He jumped a bit from the shock.
"Who did this to you? Did you fight?".

"If i would fight, 'I' wouldn't get hurt" he said with a stupid smirk

I softly took his hand "you saw me in a vulnerable moment, now you can tell me how you got that. I won't judge you".

He looked at my hand and had a tinyyy smile. He then looked at my face and his smile faded. "Eh..." he sighed, "my eh... my father. Cause i'm stupid, gay and untalented" he looked away again, not giving me a glance.

"B-but... you're not stupid, you just don't pay attention, ur gay is not an argument... my type is tall guys who are protective and have a good heart. That's a type, just like your type is guys." I got up and walked in the bathroom and continued talking, "and you're not untalented at all... you are so good in many things and you still need to find some talents". I said as i took the first aid kit, i saw earlier.

I sat down infront of him and opened the kit. "Your father is an asshole. And if he hurts you again... i will fight him" i said, puckering my cheeks.

He chuckled and whispered to himself "cute".

"But your type hm... it sounds interesting... i feel like i know someone with those Things. do you also want to know my type?" He asked.

I looked at him "no thank you"

"Well, i like cute guys, someone i can take care of. Someone who makes my heart skip a beat or makes me want to hold him. I like someone who's hair used to be pink and now brown. Oh, And i kinda like the letter F." He said.

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(Cliffhanger againn" goodnight)