forgive me? [dreamnap{t4t}] ORIGINAL BY _FOXIEDOXIE_

new school {pt.1}

SAPNAP POV:

'great a new school for people to hate me in' i thought as i woke up 2 hours before the school started. i went on my phone to prepare myself mentally for the day. 

1 HOUR AND 30 MINUTES LATER

i turned off my phone to go get ready. i walked to my little brother, ranboos room and gently knocked on the door, to my surprise he was already awake, when i opened the door. "good morning ran" i said smiling. "good morning sappyyy" ran said happily "why dont you get ready for school buddy?" i said kindly. "oki!" my brother said walking to his dresser grabbing his uniform.

i walked out of his room to give him privacy and to go get dressed myself. after we both were dressed i got ranboo some breakfast and i packed mine and ranboos bags. once he was done eating i gave him his bag and waved goodbye as he walked to the school bus. a couple minutes later i decided to start walking to school.

 on my way there, almost to the school i was thinking to myself when i got interrupted. "hey are you the new GIRL sasha?" a unknown voice said. "uh yes and no?" i replied looking down. "what does that mean?" another unknown voice said. i looked up at them and said "im trans." they all looked shocked some of the 6 boys walked away frowning while 3 stayed. the 3 that stayed smiled and introduced themselves.

"im karl!" one said "im george!" the other said "im bad!" the last one said, they said it really happily. "what do you go by?" they all said at the same time directed at me. "sapnap, thank you for asking" i said, smiling. we were pretty close to the school so we could hear the bell ring from where we were standing, when the sound waves reached our ears, we RAN to our classes.

first class was homeroom, im in mr. parris's class. i walked in seeing the 2 of the other boys in the group that approached me earlier, quakity and dream. luckily karl was in the same homeroom im in, i watched karl walk to his seat. "why hello sasha" i heard a adult say, i assumed it was mr. parris.

"oh uh can i talk to you really quick in the hallway?" i asked him. he nodded and we walked into the hallway. he closed the door and asked "what do you need sasha?" i took a deep breath and said unrecognizable "IMTRANSANDIDONTGOBYSASHAIGOBYSAPNAPANDUSEHE/THE" "can you say that slower please?" "im trans and i dont goby sasha i goby sapnap and use he/they" i said rather quickly but it was still recognizable. "OH MY GOODNESS i am so sorry sapnap i didnt mean to upset you" he said, continuing "well should we go back into the class?" he asked, i nodded.

when we entered the classroom, everyone was talking loudly and not in their what i assumed assigned seats. "ALRIGHT EVERYONE TO YOUR SEAT SILENTLY" as he said that i flinched a little but thankfully no one noticed. when everyone was sitting down mr. parris started to speak "this is sasha" he cringed at his own words then continued "please treat them with respect and be nice" 'oh god he is a amazing person, even though he deadnamed me he fixed it with using the right pronouns' i smiled as i thought that, continuing to think 'im so glad i saw the small rainbow pride flag on his desk in a mug along with pens and pencils'

"sasha you can sit next to dream, please raise you hand dream" mr. parris said while dream raised his hand 'sh!t not him... wait his name is dream?'i thought while laughing to myself and walking to the seat next to him. our homeroom class is also a core class, mr. parris teaches geography for my homeroom but i also have him for art. in the middle of homeroom  i was paying attention when i felt a tap on my back, i looked to see what it was. it was dream. "listen here, trans boy in this class, and in every class we have together you dont talk to me. got it?" he whispered to me in a rather rude tone. i nodded and went back to focusing on mr. parris.

AFTER MULTIPLE CLASSES, IN LUNCH

i walked out of english, with karl, george and bad that happened to be in english with me. we walked to the library, sat down. while they were eating i was just reading a book i saw on one of the shelves that interested me. "why arent you eating?" bad questioned. "im just not that hungry" i said hoping they wouldnt be upset. "oh okay" bad replied "just make sure you eat something today" karl said "ok i will" i said.

AFTER LUNCH CUZ IM TOO LAZY

i said my goodbyes to karl, bad and george, walking to my next class, theater, great, just great, i hate theater. in theater i got really confused, there werent any desks and everyone was sitting on the floor. i just sat on the floor still confused. "alrighty we are going to start auditions for romeo and juliet!" mrs. king said ecstatically, i only knew her name from the picture of her with her name next to it outside of her classroom. i frowned when she said that, definitely upset. i heard the classroom door open and close "schlatt youre late." mrs. king said upset "i know" he said smirking.

"whatever just sit down" said mrs. king. and thats when i felt it. arms. around my waist. i looked around and turned to see who it was. great it was schlatt, the 6th boy in the group from this morning. "what do you want." i whispered to him quite upset. "you." schlatt whispered forcing his face in my neck, causing me to internally cringe. "get off me" i whispered, trying to push him off me.

"no way girllie" he whispered back, in my ear. i felt tears start to swell in my eyes. schlatt raised his hand "excuse me ms, sasha in hurt, may i take her to the nurse?" he asked mrs. king. "sure what ever just be back soon." mrs. king replied while i was shaking my head. schlatt grabbed my arm, basically dragging me to the boys bathroom. i was going to cry. i couldnt hold in my tears anymore so i let them roll down my face. 

right then and there i was being sa'd, great. 

(A/N: im not going into too much detail.)

after a while of being there helpless karl and dream came in, BOTH dream and karl came running to my assistance, karl yelling at both dream and schlatt to get away from us while he was hugging me. dream refused to leave so he started fighting with schlatt while karl was trying to comfort me and somewhat redress me. schlatt ended up running away to who knows where. dream came over to karl and me, sitting next to us "NO NO GET AWAY " karl yelled causing me to flinch."sh!t are you okay sapnap?" karl asked, i nodded. 

DREAM POV:

'oh my god why am i so stupid?' i thought to myself, crying internally. 'i could have just been nice to them why, why am i this stupid?' i thought while standing up and walking away with tears swelling in my eyes.

KARL POV: 

"do you want to go home sapnap?" i asked softly as sapnap nodded, whispering "i have to pick up my little brother first..." i nodded, standing up with sapnap. we walked out of school after signing ourselves out. "you want to take a bus? ill pay" i asked, he nodded, so we walked to the closest bus stop. the doors to the bus opened and as we walked in the bus the bus driver asked where we were going "sun-flower-rose elementary" sapnap said calmly, the bus driver nodded while i put some money on the money tray. we sat down in the front of the bus, next to each other, waiting.

a couple minutes later the bus driver informed us this was our stop, me and sapnap stood up and got off the bus. we walked in and sapnap went up to the front desk asking for ranboo? ranboo miller? 'weird name' i thought to myself. the lady at the front desk nodded her head and called what i assumed we ranboos teacher, me and sapnap sat down, waiting. after a couple minutes the door opened, a little kid about 8 came out "SAPPYYYYY" he yelled, running at sapnap, hugging him. "hi ran" sapnap said while smiling 'sapy is a cute nickname' i thought to myself only to be interrupted "whos that???" ranboo said looking and pointing at me. 

"oh thats karl!" sapy said happily "oh hi!" ranboo said to me. "hi ranboo" i replied. ranboo smiled at me. "welp we better get going" i said, ran and sap nodding. we stood up and walked to again, the nearest bus stop that was around 4 minutes away. we got to the bus stop and surprisingly the bus was there, so we walked in the bus, sapy told the bus driver his address while i paid, after i was done paying and sapy was done telling the driver his address we sat down together.

after 10-ish minutes we got off the bus and walked into sapnaps house. ranboo ran to his room. "uh you can go sit in the living room and watch tv or something while i change" sapy said "oki!" i said walking to the living room, going on my phone and waiting.

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i wanted to keep writing but this is just the first part so i stopped.

have a good day, drink some water and eat some food, love you <3