Just a Little Deeper

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“ Welcome home sweetheart.” Since when is this home? My home is not here.

“ Oh my Unique where have you been?” My mother said running up to me and hugging me.

“ Hi mom.” I said coldly. She let go of me and held me shoulder strength. She looked at me up and down.

“ You have sure changed.” She spoke excitedly.

“ Your daughter has definitely developed.” Mark spoke.

“ Respect her Mark! You look beautiful honey.” I stared at her confused and worried. Yet I was to tried and excused myself. I walked into my so called room and laid on the bed. I stared at the ceiling trying to figure it out. I tried to figure out my life. Why did I take this turn? Why did I end up meeting my best friend again but feeling so much pain at his sight? Why do I all of a sudden have hope because I met this one guy? I never depended on anyone not even my brother. Why start now? I cant and I wont. Why im I so excited to meet him once again? Will I tell him my story? No I cant I will scare him away. Will I tell him my story with Niall ? Maybe I would. Theres nothing wrong with that I hope. I think im gonna take a nap.......

*Beep Beep Beep* Whats that sound? Ugg im to tried. *Beep Beep Beep* There it goes again. I think its time to get up. I looked for what was making the sound. I finally found the source of the sound. The phone. I picked it up not caring what or who it was.

What do you want? There people sleeping you know!” I heard a deep chuckle on the other end and know who it was.

Good morning to you too.” He said.

Oh sorry Zayn I was asleep.”

I could tell. So we still up for today?”

But its so early its ….” I looked at the phones time. 3 o clock PM!!!

Its 3 o clock?” I said confused.

Yes love its 3 and you got jet leg. Don't worry we could do ….” I cut him off. “ No!!! I mean no I want to see you.”

Awesome !!!! I mean awesome. Where do I pick you up?” I gave him the direction of the house and hung up. This should be fine.

*Ding Ding Ding* I ran up and opened the door.

Hello beautiful.” He said smiling at me with his hazel eyes.

Zayn.” I said blankly.

So where Mark?”

Their at work.”

Good lets go.” He then dragged me to his car.

Zayn were are we going?” He opened the door for me and then went around to get in himself.

To talk you need it.” He turned on the radio and the song “Try” by pink came on. I knew this song well because when I wanted to end it this song made me keep on going. I knew the song was gonna be over so I gave all the emotion I had. I wasn't alone on the singing though.

Where there is desire

There is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame

Someone's bound to get burned

But just because it burns

Doesn't mean you're gonna die

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