mixed signals || j.g

♡chapter one♡

prologue

ever since seventh grade I knew mine and jack gilinsky's friendship was different than others. the way he would treat me like I was the only girl he had eyes for; the way he would compliment me everyday, even when I looked like death; the way he would protect me, so no one could hurt me. but that's as far as he would go, he would act like this towards me but he would never make a move or flirt. he acted like this because he said I was too much like family for him to not try to protect me and make me feel safe. and that's all I was to him, like a little sister, nothing more. one time in eighth grade, our hands touched as we went to pick up the remote at the same time, but jack moved his hand away straight away, and shuffled away from me slightly, scared incase I would try and make a move. it hurt. a lot, I would talk to Johnson about this but he always told me that was what jack was like, and to try not to think into it too much, but I couldn't help it. I've always felt something towards jack gilinsky, and I still do.

present day

I wake up to the sound of my phone buzzing, I pick it up and I see that I've got a text from sam:

sammy👴💘:

cum to mine at 2, Johnson, G & skate are cumin too😏

kaydence🍆:

I'll be theresammy boy🍑

I get up and quickly jump in the shower, I wash my hair with vanilla shampoo and conditioner and was my body with marshmallow body wash. I clean my teeth and quickly run the razor on any stubble on my legs before getting out. I walk back into my bedroom. I put on a white lace bra with matching underwear and put on some light wash high wasted shorts and a white crop. I blow dry my white blonde hair and start on my make up. I put on some light foundation, powder, eyeliner, mascara, lipgloss and eyebrow pencil. I slip on my black rosche runs, grab my phone and my bag and go downstairs. I make myself a coffee and when I finish it its 1:45 so I put the cup in the dishwasher and start walking to sam's seeing as I don't have a car.

the walk to sam's takes about fifteen minutes so I get there at two. I knock on the door and sammy answers with a grin on his face. "hey kay" he said before pulling me in for a hug, I wrap my arms around his waist "hey sammy." I reply before he releases the hug.

I follow him into his living room and the rest of the boys are there, I greet everyone before sitting down on the couch next to gilinsky. as soon as I sit down he puts his arm around my shoulder and my tummy erupts into butterflies. "I'm gonna have a party tonight" sam speaks. "you could have warned me, this is not the type of thing I would wear to a party" I say. "well it not a party, just a few people coming round and there'll be alcohol, totally casual." he replies with a smirk. "totally casual." I mimic him. "come on kay it'll be fun." gilinsky says, "yeah we won't let you get too wasted." johnson replies with a laugh, they all know I have no intention of even having a sip of alcohol. "okay okay fine." I say frustrated, parties aren't really my thing and I always end up standing in the kitchen by myself, I'm too shy to make any new friends and the rest of the boys are off getting laid.

the jacks and sam go out to buy drink while me and nate stay at sam's and set the speakers up. sam's parents both work away so are hardly home, hence the reason why sam decided to throw a last minute 'casual get together'. I take in what nate is wearing and he looks good, he's wearing black jeans that hang low on his hips and a large grey t-shirt. I'm the least close to nate because we don't have any classes together and we're never really left alone so this is quite awkward, both of us not knowing what to say.

"well I hope tonight's as good and sammy's making it out to be" he says breaking the silence.

"yeah me too." I reply, "I mean, i'm not really a partier but I guess it could be fun." I say trying to keep the conversation going.

"so what's going on with you and gilinsky then?" skate questions.

"wh what do you mean?" I stutter.

"well I mean it's fucking obvious he likes you, so like has he made a move yet?" the words make my heart skip a beat. "well no he hasn't made a move yet. and um what do you mean it's obvious he likes me?" I ask. "oh c'mon, he always talks about you and he's so over protective of you, you'd think he was your boyfriend. I kinda understand why you can't see it though, he fucks different girls every night." those six words that come out of nates mouth make my heart plunge into my stomach.

when sam, johnson and G return, they're all carrying five bags each. after the conversation about jack with skate, we didn't talk much, I felt a bit sick in all honesty. we all set the drinks in the fridge and people started to arrive. I was stood in the kitchen with johnson and I suddenly I see gilinsky getting lead up the stairs by some blonde slut and I feel the tears in my eyes, I blink rapidly to try and get rid of them.

I fucking knew this party wouldn't be any different.