love of honesty(august alsina)

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AUGUST POV
So things havent been right since that day honesty shared he feelings on stage. Im left raising my duaghter alone im alone have knowbody my family pretty much disclaim me since the thing with Honesty. I been going through it but these pills help out a little i dont wanna depend on em so i try to cut back but it aint working.Right now everbody working on there songs for tonight and it isnt easy christy keep making me start over.
Christy:youve done this a million times the fans want you to sing porn star what wrong.
Me:i dont know gimme a minuet
My eyes landed on honesty and chris talking she followed my eyes.
Christy:Honesty come here please
She pulled her in the booth
Christy:hold hands look in her eyes stay like that and do this song.
Honesty:you got this A1
I luaghed havent heard that in awhile. I looked in her eyes and then the beat started.
Me:let me put your mind to rest,
Im nothing like the other guys,
Imma put your ass to bed just call me your laliby,
I kept going then i got to the end.
Me:she ride it like a pro she did this shit before, i hold in tight no letting go til she say she cant take no more,im speechless
All i say is,
Ohh ohh ohh
She luaghed and walked out
Christy:alright from now on Honesty your going to do this song with him theres going to be a bed on stage you going to push him down climb on top and grind
Honesty:i feel like im doing porn
Chris:yea that shit aint cool
Honesty:nah its fine if thats what you need for help
Christy:oh honesty im also giving you a mix on i luv this shit
Honesty:ok
SHOW TIME
We so porn star she pushes me on the bed crawl on top while my hands on her ass she sits on my and grinds she kiss my neck and feels me get hard. She luagh and try to leave i pull her back and put her in front of me holding her waist to cover up a nigga dick i hard then a motha fucka. Then the beat changed to l love this shit chris came out i let her go and me honesty and him do the damn song. But yall know i had to do my extra. I grind in the air as i say.
Me:she tell keep fuckin,
She tell keep fuckin,
She tell me keep fuckin,
Then honesty came in front of me and was grindin to
Honesty:i tell him keep fuckin,
I tell him keep fuckin,
Both:cuase we loooooovvve this shit
The beat stops and we get off stage everybody went to there dressing room. Then we got back on the bus.
Kirko: dang honesty you killed it had aug not knowing what to do you know you can be in my song
She luagh
Me:ay nigga she only dance wit me
Jeremiah:so i heard you single thoe
Honesty:i am
Chris:thats not what you was say-
Honesty:chris choke and die
Kirko: if you and chris together why aug arm around you and you be grindin on him
Honesty:to keep it real witcha im single i have had sex with chris he got addicted nah but thats my homie and aug my day 1 he was there when i first started in the music shit
Jermiah:so about that number
Me:she dont want you
Jermiah:apparently she dont want you neither
Everybody luaghed
Me:o forreal watch this my nigga lets see who she want come on baby you sleeping wit me
Honesty:ight
Jermaih:cock blocker
We got up left to the back chris look mad we got in there i took off everything but my boxers she changed into some shorts and a t shirt. She betta stop changing in front of me for i fuck the shirt outa her. She got in the bed and we layed together like we use to opposite ends.
Me:so you been fuckin chris
Honesty:yep but only a couple times he wanna be wit me but i aint for that relationship shit
Me:or was it becuase he not me
I crawled up to her face i was towering over her lips inches a part
Honesty:i dont know i mean the last time i let my guard down to you and you shut me down i dont think i wanna be wit nobody
Me:your so bueatiful and you deserve the world im sorry
I kissed her i deepened it then everybody bust in here
Kirko:damn
Chris:aw hell nah
I luaghed
Me:yall get the fuck out
When they left we started kissing again
Me:so are you mine now
Honesty:nope were just bestfriends again
Me:ill take thats are we bestfriends who fuck
She luaghed
Honesty:nah we dont kiss niether one time thing
Me:its cool ill wait but no more shit wit chris ight
Honesty:ight
I kissed down her stomach when i got to her waist she stopped me.
Honesty:what i just say
Me:had to try
We laughed
Me:you need to go talk to chris
Honesty:i cant wait
Me:nah unless
Honesty:unless what
Me:you take a shower with me
Honesty:i guess im talking to chris
Me:man you play to much come on
HONESTY POV
We walked out and chilled then aug squeeze my thigh i mugged him and got up and sat by chris.
Me:hey
Chris:what the fuck you want
Me:whats wrong what you saw earlier
Chris:yes you knew i wanted to be with you and you do that shit
Me:look i didnt know that was gone happen i was clearly on the bottom but look i want us to have are same friendship as before
Chris:i don't want a friendship
Me:look to be honest i would have never went out with you im not in to you in that kinda way and im sorry if i mis lead you but i told you from jump
Chris:so what are you saying
Me:can we be friends like we use to
Chris:no
Me:what do you mean
Chris:i said no i cant lie when you want a real nigga who was there then you can talk to me
I walked off fuck it i went to the room and i facetimed and called drew.
Drew:hey
Me:hey what my baby doing
Drew:MY son is right here crying i dont know whats wrong
Me:let me seen him..,,hey lil man its lala i miss you stop crying
-All of me loves all of you,
Love your curves and all your edges,
All your perfect imperfection,
Awe see you just miss lala imma come home early just for you
Drew:no why you tyrna come back early
Me:i just wanna come home i dont fuck wit these people
Drew:we gone visit your next show but you not coming home
Me:yea whatever
Drew:bye lil man say bye to lala
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