Not so evil after all

My fault

Nightmare pov: Dream and his friends left a while ago to return some monitors they didn't need anymore. I've heard from ink that my crew has been fully healed and are ready to go on missions they're just waiting for my command. But I just don't know what to do what if they die again? What if I fail to protect them? Will they hate me? Do they hate me?! I should've been there to protect them but I was to focused on the enemies that I didn't notice that dust was dead! I'm supposed to keep my promise to them that I would protect them and give them a better life than the streets but I can't seem to even do that. I'm a failure aren't I? How am I supposed to rule a kingdom if I can't take care of 6 skeletons?! No,I don't deserve to be given love I'm a monster that's all I am. A worthless dumb monster who can't even protect those closest to him I couldn't even realize that they were dying before I saw the dust in the air, the feeling of it scares me. It's my fault they died it's my fault for not protecting them! Why do they even consider me a father if I can't even give them protection from the outside world?! Dream shouldn't blame himself for killing them it's my fault for not keeping an eye on them during that time.....

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*That day*

DUST LOOK OUT! Horror screamed in terror as he noticed a bone attack going his way,but it was to late he had noticed to late and in a few seconds he was nothing but a pile of ash. Nightmare was to busy to hear horror's cries of pain he was focused on the battle. A few minutes after horror had passed and was a pile of ash as well. It wasn't until Nightmare noticed that 5 of his members had dusted without his knowledge. He felt a wave of regret and anger as he saw the piles of dust he was to focused on his now dead friends that he didn't notice an arrow was flying his way, sadly killer ran in front of nightmare so he wouldn't get shot. KILLER! He screamed in terror as he watched him dust away with a smile on his face. He was determined to kill the star sanses but after a few minutes he had ran out of energy and ink took it as an advantage to hit him with his broom cracking his ribs in half. He'd never felt this much pain at once but he knew it was his end. As he felt his body drift away he smiled knowing that he would be with his family soon.

*End of flashback*
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Killer pov: I was cuddling into nightmares chest when I felt something wet hit my skull. I slowly opened my eyes to see what was going on my soul shattered at the sight. He was crying and it hurts to see him like that "nighty? What's wrong?" I scooted further and cupped his cheeks waiting for a response. "Nighty,what's wrong?" "I'm s..s.oryy!" "What are you sorry for? You didn't do anything wrong." I waited for him to explain but then it hit me,he's blaming himself again. "Oh nighty,it's not your fault you didn't know they were dead you were just trying to focus on the battle. Me and the others don't blame you not even a little bit for what happened we love you so stop blaming yourself and let us help you." I hugged him tightly hoping for him to fall asleep and forget about all that's happened after a minute he finally gave into his tiredness. Why does he blame himself? He's no the one who killed us so why is the universe making him suffer like this? We must protect him like he has protected us many times before I must inform the others about this but for now I'm going back to sleep.

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I can't get enough of killermare I swear it's my favorite ship and I'm never letting it go.