Promise - Heewon

Chapter 5

''Heeseung and my sister used to date.'' when niki said it, I didn't know what else do to then run. I heard niki shouting my name but I didn't react. Only thing that I wanted to do was run away from them. I don't know how to look at heeseung now. 

Heeseung was shocked when niki said it because he didn't want anyone do know except jay. But when niki said it he saw how jungwon reacted do that. The only thing he saw in the younger was disappointment and urge do run away and that he did. He wanted do tell everything do jungwon but couldn't. 

Jay was looking at heeseung and knew that something is going on between those two but he didn't want do ask because what just happened. He then looked at niki and saw that he was confused why jungwon run away like that. 

Jungwon ran do the school garden. He liked it, a lot. Every time he had something on his mind he would go there. Sometimes it's about jeong and other times it's about his parents. But this time it's about feeling for heeseung and knowing that his best friend sister and heeseung used do date. The thought about it made jungwon sad. He found someone who can make him laugh, make him feel safe and he always feels like he matters. But now for some reason he forgot everything about those things. The only thing he wanted was do be alone and think about how pathetic he is. 

Heeseung finally got rid of jay and niki. He only wanted do find jungwon and tell him everything. He was walking through the school and looked at every bathroom in the school but didn't find him. He was starting do get worried that maybe jeong find him and started do hurt him again. The though about it made heeseung angry abut still tried do relax because he just needs do find jungwon safe. 

Jungwon had few minutes do think about everything and he decided do go home. He got up and started do walk when it started do rain again. He looked at the sky and smiled. He went in the middle of the garden so the rain could touch him. It was one of the thing that calmed him. The feeling of rain touching his skin and face feels like all the worries are washing away. He stayed like this for five minutes when he felt the rain stop. He opened his eyes and saw an umbrella over him. 

He didn't know who's umbrella it is and who is holding the umbrella. He only heard someone breathing heavily. It sounded like he or she was running. ''Jungwon, you should not be out in the rain, you might get sick.'' when I heard the voice I just wanted do run away again but got stop when he hold my wrist lightly. I turned my head towards him and looked into his brown eyes that were filled with worry and sadness. 

''Wh-what are you doing here'' I replied still looking in this eyes. 

''I was looking for you, I got so scared that something might happened do you.'' he said still trying do catch his breath. The only thing that was holding in place and not running away was his eyes and him holding my wrist. 

''Heeseung, could you let go of my wrist.'' I said now looking at my hand seeing that heeseung was now holding it more strongly. When he heard it he let it go and now was looking at me.

''Jungwon, can we talk about what niki said.'' when he said it I thought to myself. Should I hear him out or not. I want do know about him and niki's sister but on the other I don't want do know. Oh my god jungwon why are you like that. 

''Jungwon, me and liz (nikis sister),  we had nothing serious. It was only lasted for two months.'' 

''Why should I care, it's not like me and you have something special.'' the second I said it, I regretted it. Why did I have do say it. Yes I like heeseung, i like a lot. I want do always be with him. Maybe have something more serious. 

''Why are you saying that, you think we don't have anything special.'' I could hear more sadness in his voice like he was disappointed what I said. 

I looked at heeseung and saw his eyes tearing up. I wanted do place my hand on his cheek but I couldn't. Something told me not do to. I just looked at him.

''Heeseung, why are you tearing up. You should not tear up because of me, I don't deserve you.'' 

''No jungwon, don't ever say that you did something wrong. I did something wrong.'' when he said it I looked at him now seeing tear rolling down his face. Without hesitation I placed my hand on his cheek and wiped the tear away with my finger. I looked into heeseungs eyes and smiled do him. ''Okey, I wont say it again, but still why are you tearing up.'' I wanted do know why.

I felt heeseung hand on my hand now. The moment he touched my hand I felt now more butterflies then ever. I really like this guy a lot. Why can't I just confess do him. A'm I really that scared do get rejected. Yes, yes I'am. But before I could think anything else I felt an hand on my cheek. The moment he placed his hand on my face I felt I could melt right away. 

''Wonie, I want do tell you something that's really important.'' 

''What is it heeseung.'' he still holding my cheek and looking at me with loving look.

The look he was giving was like he wanted do confess do me. But that's not right. Why should he confess do me. I don't deserve him. I don't deserve anyone. It just me with my problems.

He was now rubbing my cheek with his thump and still looking at me. 

''Wonie, I like you, I really like you. I want do be by your side all the time. I want do help you always. I wanna see you smile every day. I just want do make you happy. You are making me happy.''

When I heard what he said I just froze and looked at him.

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So, I hope it's not a bad thing that I rushed the confession. I really want do see how they are gonna overcome their problems together. 

Hope you like this chapter. I'll try do update as soon as I can