Names, Characters, Places, Events and Incidents affiliated in this story are all product of the author's imagination. Any resemblance to the actual person, living or dead, or actual events are purely coincidental.
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Have you ever felt loneliness, sadness, alone, palaging naiiwan, unlikeable, unloved and all?
If yes? How did you cope up with this feelings?
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Life is not always Happy sabi nga nila. Minsan we felt lonely, sad, alone and all nega thoughts. Sometimes, we just sleep to forget this things, minsan kelangan natin ng makakausap just to share our feelings, pwede ring "bahala na, kaya ko to", but there are other people that found their happiness sa mga kpop idols or groups.
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Raine is a 26 year old lady. Has a decent job, has her own apartment, can buy all what she wants and eat whatever she likes. But Raine isn't the Happy person you'll meet. She is alone. She's not living with her family, di masyadong nakikipag usap sa nga kaibigan, nakikisabay lng kung minsan and di mahilig mag share ng problems nya.
Raine has been single all her college years until she met this guy named Zynt. He is a friends' friend and they met once sa isang birthday party na napilitan pa syang pumunta.
Raine is a simple girl, Zynt is the cool and handsome guy that everybody has a crush on.
Zynt is interested in Raine, so he asked for her number from a friend and message her. He hasn't expressed his feelings yet. He wants to be friends first. Nang makuha na nya ang loob ni Raine, he invited her to go out, eat together and watch movies together.
Raine may be a bit manhid dahil she thought all that she did with Zynt is ginagawa ng normal friends. They even go out with friends but Zynt is extra sweet and palaging nakadikit kay Raine. Other friends haven't noticed it rin.
Until one day, Zynt told Raine that he likes her. He said that she's the sweetest girl he'd met and he is happy with her. Raine is overwhelmed but she just replied "Thank you".
Kahit she knew that the guy liked her, no awkward moments with them kahit na 'thank you zoned' si Zynt. They still text every day and night when there's time. They still go out and eat.
Raine unti unti ng nahuhulog kay Zynt. She fell for the sweet messages, for the care and love that she felt. Pero,
bigla nlng nagbago ang lahat. Zynt haven't texted anymore. His last text to her was 'Nagbago na ko, I'm a good person now' Raine is confused at the same time angry. She's angry because she felt something na e, then iniwan lng sya sa ere, ang sakit sakit nun sa feeling.
Raine just let that feeling swept away dahil di na rin nmn sila nagkikita at nagkakausap. He deleted all their photos together, deleted all her contacts to him. Di na rin sya nakikipagkita or sumasama sa mga friends tuwing may gala.
She felt alone again.
She felt lonely.
She is sad dahil iniwan na naman sya.
Baka eto talaga ang buhay ko, mag isa, iniiwan hindi deserve ang mabuhay.
But, she didn't tried to take his life. Naisip nyang mah pamilya pa pala syang natitira at kailangan nyang tulungan.
Raine just made her life busier, she worked hard, earn a lot of money and saved it.
She somehow forgot Zynt, but not totally. Whenever they cross paths, hindi nya ito pinapansin. As if "I don't know you and wala tayong past".
Raine has discovered kdrama from her officemate na sobrang fan. So Raine, searched for a nice Kdramas. She watches it whenever she has free time. Minsan, puyat pa syang pumasok sa trabaho dahil di na nakatulog kakanood nito.
One day after watching a Kdrama, she searched the main lead's name on google since he is handsome, cute and good at acting.
"Kpop Idol pala to" the one he searched was a kpop idol slash actor in South Korea. She got curious about his group so he searched more about them. She discovered that there are 7 handsome men in that group. She followed all of them in her IG account.
She screenshots their face with a name so she can memorize them. She even watched videos on youtube just to know them better.
She is not into kpop music but her new found group has a good music, she listens and watches all their music videos on youtube. She even downloaded them on her phone.
She saw some fans collects albums, photocards and other merchandise. But she's not into it yet. She's still a lowkey fangirl.
Raine loves all of them so much. Not until she knew, gumagawa na sya ng fan account sa facebook, instagram at twitter. Kahit alam nyang toxic ang ibang tao sa twitter, she still made an account for her boys. Pero silent fan parin sya dahil nahihiya pa sya, pinafollow nya lng ang mga hindi toxic na fans. Dahil nag bibigay ito ng information tungkol sa boys kaya nadadagdagan ang knowledge nya.
Not until one day, nakita nlng nya nag sarili yang umorder na ng album kahit ilang daang piso pa yun.
Her other friends asked her why? "Bat ka nag k kpop na yan, gastos lang yan, ikaw lng niloloko nyan" "Wag ka ng umasa, di magiging sayo yan"
(Yeah kabalo ko, pero ayaw sad ug asa na balikan pa ka sa imong ex nga gibinuangan ra ka HAHAHA)
Pero wala syang pakealam sa mga sinasabi nila, dahil her boys makes her happy. That is what she needed, Happiness in life.
The money she uses to sustain her wants, is from her hardwork naman. She has work, she still gave her parents money. And di nya ninanakaw ang perang binibili nya para sa group na nagpapasaya sa kanya.
Raine even created a Spotify account and Upgraded her youtube to Premium. She listens to their songs everyday via spotify and even stream their MVs to help increase the views.
She even bought some fanmade merch kahit di nmn nya yun kelangan. She just find it cute and to help na rin the sellers.
Every comeback of her fave group, di sya nagdadalawang isip na bumili ng album, mag stream sa youtube at spotify. She's even active in twitter and tweet good things about her fave.
Raine found her happiness with them.
Whenever they are happy, nagiging happy na rin tayo. Kahit di nila tayo kilala isa isa atleast alam nilang may nagmamahal sa kanila at sumusuporta sa galing nila.
"I am so proud of my fave"
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To GOT7,
I miss you guys so much. Di ko man kayo nakita ng pumunta kayo dito sa Pinas, I am still hoping to see you all in one concert. I'll do my best to attend such a very great concert and to witness how talented, handsome and loving you are.
Stay healthy always, I know you are all busy with your solo careers and yung dalawa out muna for two years. Still, we are waiting for your great comeback.
Hoping for your success always sa inyong solo careers.
Ahgases are always proud of you.
Ahgases will wait for you.
Ahgases loved, loves and will always love you forever.
#GOT7FOREVER
