How can a question make you overthink?
Now i cant go to sleep
Did you love him?
They asked me
"No" came as an answer
But my mouth just talked faster
Was that the reality?
Is it part of my insanity?
The truth is
I don't feel what i used to feel
What is that supposed to mean?
You are over him
But just about him you cant stop think
The memories dont help
When i am trying to forget
You were a gentleman, a knight
Such a beautiful soul
Not gonna lie
And now you so dry
What happened to that?
I miss the past
The time that we had
And that i could never took advantage of that
I didnt know much about you
Just the sweetness in you
How can I answer the question?
If all this story is based on deception
I don't remember the feeling
My heart is turning off
Was it love or not?
I dont know
Do I still have confusing thoughts?
What did you expect before you were giving up?
I can answer that
I know that I wanted to hold your hand
And to talk to you
When i was sad or mad
Because i thought you will understand
And change my frown face with your smile
I imagined you understanding me, listening to me
Giving me the best tips
That you will never leave me
Or judge me
But being there for me
You made me feel protected
You always made sure of that
And how could i forget your soft hands
Touching me to not get run over by a bike
Now you just talk about every girl that crosses your path
Do you want to make me jealous?
Is it just that?
I want to be your friend
But i know i cant
Because when i get close to you
The tension of butterflies
Now has immigrated far
And thats when our silence just starts
