Hesitation

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JORDAN:

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JORDAN:

It was dark by now. The windows were rolled down, allowing a good breeze inside the car.

Twenty minutes into a no destination drive— I began to feel anxious and bored.

There were moments I wanted to say something but after overthinking it— I didn't.

I wasn't expecting much conversation due to our earlier argument, but the silence in the car was uncomfortable. There wasn't even music playing until...

"Can we turn on the radio?", I politely asked.

Side profiled, Alexis nods—- "Yeah sorry my bad".

I watched her multitask between the road and the radio until she found a station. Shortly, "Like I Want You" by GIVEON starts to play:

Sometimes I wish you knew

But I disguise the truth

I say I'm happy but I'm still stuck on us, mmm, mmm, mmm

Does your mind play this game too?

Think 'bout me and you

I guess I'll just pretend

Until it all makes sense, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm

See you face to face, I'm thinking 'bout the days we used to be

But I can't make a scene, but I can't make a scene

See you face to face, I'm thinking 'bout the days we used to be

But I can't make a scene, but I can't make it seem

Like I want you

You

Even if it's true

Even if it's true

I toyed with my phone as the music played, carelessly scrolling on Instagram—double tapping.

My phone then notified me of an iMessage from Tameeka.

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~ThingOne🤞🏾♥️{9:39PM}:: Y'all like a toxic married couple stg 😂.

~[9:40PM]:: Pleeaseee stop 😩. Lol I just didn't want to be home alone.

~ThingOne🤞🏾♥️[9:41PM]:: You better than me. If I was you, I would had dipped and went to my mans just to be petty.

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