I Will love you

Please don't act like that

I walked over to my family's hut still thinking about what ewtxin said to me it hurt me so much my guts felt like they got ripped out then spit on then kicked into the sea filling them with water once I got to the hut I saw my father and kiri talking I went up to them "dad ewtxin took lo'ak outside of the reef the chief is gonna send some people out to fine him" my voice shook with fear my father got up as fast as light I followed him till he turned around "neteyam please go inside let me handle this" he walked away from me leaving me standing in the middle of my mind I walked over to the forest on the island trying to find some comfort in the only place I knew and felt safe

It was quiet in the forest there was no animals from my home so I didn't need to worry about them today or maybe never I sat down feeling the cold grass on my legs my mind went over to see if lo'ak was going to be safe why the hell did ewtxin do that I was lost in my mind then I heard something from behind me I looked over grabbing my knife ready for stab if needed when the thing came out it was someone I knew and loved but maybe I can't love him anymore "neteyam there you are I saw you run into here are you ok" aonung came walking over to me falling on his knees checking if I was ok his hands moved to my face "no I'm not this is all my fault" I stopped looking into his eyes starting getting lost in his blues "no this is your fault" I stood up from where I was looking down at aonung his eyes were wide "my fault what do you mean?" Aonung was still on his knees looking up at me "this is all your fault ewtxin loves you and you left him making him go after my family when he would be going after yours I can't believe I was so dumb enough to love to i don't love you I can't your just to different" aonung got up fast "what do you mean I'm to different it's not my fault that we're not the same it's not my fault! why are you acting like this?"

Aonung's hands made there way to my face his eyes had tears in them making me feel sad for the boy it was my fault that he was sad now but he needs to go for the shake of my family "I'm not acting like anything just don't come near me when you don't half to" I moved his hands down to his sides his hands were shaking he tried to move them to me once again but my hold on them made so he couldn't move them "neteyam please don't do this" aonung voice was quiet like he couldn't breathe my hands left his arms I walked pass him he turned and yelled to me "neteyam don't act like this you can't live me like this we haven't even told anyone what about rotxo what I'm I going to say to him you can't do this! neteyam I need you" aonung voice went quite but I still hear him say that he needed me I felt my heart fall out of my chest then it got stomped on I wanted to look back at aonung the only person that I learned to love in this place after 15 years he's the only one who made me feel like this and now it's ending aonung can go back to ewtxin and my family will live with people telling us that we can't be here I heard aonung's crying it took me everything to not run to him and kiss him till we both can't breathe anymore I got to the beach I was looking at the sand and not the sea it reminds me of aonung the person I will always have my eyes on I heard my mom yell about eyes I looked up lo'ak he was back and he was ok I ran over to him giving him a hug

"Bro let me go I'm fine" I let go and looked at lo'ak eyes "never do that again" lo'ak nodded "lo'ak get in the house neteyam you to" we both looked over to our dad saying yes sir at the same time everyone started going back to there huts but I just stood there looking back at the forest waiting for aonung to come out he needs to be ok my eyes darted around looking for the blue boy then I saw him his bun was out hair a mess his eyes were a dark blue now his body looked like it was gonna fall at every step he took then aonung saw we staring at him he looked over to me then stopped walking then he ran back to his hut "neteyam get in here now!" I heard my father yell out to I looked back over to aonung but he was gone I walked back to my family's hut