Mughe Pyaar Hua Tha :- Neirohi

He is no more 💔😭

I opened my eyes look around I am in my room...is it dream...what's going on...my head it's paning...Neil....accident...that's not dream that's true...that means..I get unconscious....so for how may hours I am unconscious what about Neil's condition....

"Tugh bin jiya jaye kaise
Kaise jiya jaye tugh bin..."

I search for my sister... I search her everywhere...Even I don't have my phone I think I forgot that in hospital...I find her...
She has glass in his one hand she drop the glass...tears are rolling from his eyes...she look at me the disappointment in her eyes he move his head in No...she said he is no more...and pointed towards the door.....there is ambulance two of the hospital staff brings the stretcher with a body of someone who is no more..I know who he is but I don't want to accept that..my mother in law move the blanket from the body..I got shock of lifetime..I take my step back run to my room...close the door... tears are constantly rolling down from my eyes...

"Kabhi Sun Toh Zara
Jo Main Keh Na Saka
Meri Duniya Tum Hi Ho
Tum Hi Aasara"

I take his picture...q Neil Birla q.......q....tum bhi chal gaye na mughe chod ke....q chamgadar q tumne promise kiya tha tum hamesa mere sath rahoge....phir q.......ek baar hamre baby ke bare me to sochte mai kya bolungi usse..I sat on floor holding his picture tightly in my hands...tears are constantly falling..

"Gair sa hua khud se bhi, na koi mera
Dard se karle chal yaari, dil ye keh raha
Kholun jo baahein, bas gham ye simat rahe hain
Aankhon ke aage lamhe ye kyun ghat rahe hain
Jaane kaise koi sehta Judaaiyaan."

(chipkali tum you Mr. Chamgadar...tum konsi morni ho chipkali kahi ki...kabhi to smile kar liya karo chipkali.....ek baar ghar aa jao phir din eat subh sham tumhe chipkali bulaunga...I love you chipkali..hey chipkali tum yha chipkali...chipkali)

"Haan hasi ban gaye
Haan nami ban gaye
Tum mere aasmaan
Meri zameen ban gaye ..."

I am smiling someone hold me Aaru tu ye yha iss tarah se mai kabse knock kar rahi hu tune door nahi khola to...she hugged me tight crying...Akshu tu roo q rahi hai or yha kya rahi hai tu mere room me tu knock kar sakti thi na chod ye dekh Neil ko kabse mughe pareshan kar rha hai kabse chipkali chipkali bole jaa rha hai tu bol kuch isse...tu dekh kya rahi bol isse kuch she slapped me and hold my hand...Akshu kha le jaa rahi hai tu mughe uss chamgadar ko...she make me sit close to Neil's body.... I get froze....

"Roothi Ae Sabte Rabba
Rabba Dil Bhi Hai Rootha
Sab Kuchh Hai Bikhra Bikhra
Bikhra Sa Rootha Rootha

Chup Maahi Chup Hai Ranjha
Bole Kaise Ve Na Ja
Bole Kaise Ve Na Ja
Aaja Aaja...."

she hugs me..sambhal khud ko Aaru tughe sambhalna hoga khud ko apne liye na sahi apne ane wale baby ke liye....I hug her back....mai kaise nahi mughse nahi hoga nahi sambhal sakti bol na isko uthne ke liye bol isse; isne promise kiya tha puri life mera sath dega to phir ye mughe aise akele chod ke kaise jaa sakta hai...bolna akshu isse...bol naa plzzzz....

I Swipe my tears Neil dekho bahut jo gya chalo utho....utho...uth jaoo na chamgadar plz... my sister said aab vo kabhi nahi uthega , nahi uthega vo....  par usne to mughe promise kiya tha...vo aise promise kaise nahi mera chamgadar apna koi promise nahi todta dekhna tu abhi ye uthega or bolega chale chipkali ....She replied Aaru plzz sambhal khud ko... plzz tune bhi Neil se kuch promise kiya tha....

"Ho Jhonke....
Hawan Ke Na Jaane Kaise
Hue Aandhiyon Ke Jaise
Taabah Karke Hum Dono Ki
Pyaari Duniya...
Ek Duje Hathon Ki...
Lakeeron Ne Moda Rastaa..."

Few hours passed and I am still sitting near him...Eveyone around me is crying....and I am watching
( akho se aasu kuch iss tarah bahe.. teri yaado ko yaad kar ooth bhi muskura pade...Aab to hal kuch yuu ho gya aakho se aasuo ka samndar beh beh kar sukh gya; aab to khamos baithi dekhti hu manjar apni barbadi ka kich iss tarah ek pal me mera sabkuch lut gya).

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Enough for today...
To much emotional...

Hope you enjoyed this chapter...
See you tomorrow...

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"Tere Mere Sapno Ka Tha Jo Ghar..
Jaane Lagi Use Kiski Hai Nazar...
Armanon Se Banaya Tha Use...
Socha Na Tha Jayega Yun Bikhar."