Chapter nine: Forgive me

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Yuma ran home. What has he done? Did he really said that to Astral after he always has nightmares that exactly that would happen? Why did he do such a thing even if he knows exactly that Astral will be heart broken...?

Astral laid on the ground of Yuma's room with closed eyes and cried. His chest and his heart were full of pain. His heart felt like it broke into a million pieces. Is that that so called "heart broken" thing he once saw on TV?

He couldn't stop crying and felt like he was about to die. A whole world collapsed for the little ghost, just because of one sentence. Not any sentence, the sentence that he was most afraid of.

"W-why did h-he said t-that" Astral mumbled while he tried to stop crying. Tears were flushing down his cheeks, like waterfalls of pain and sadness. The more he thought about this, the more he had to cry.

Yuma arrived at home and hactically opened the door and ran upstairs, straight to his room. He opened the door and almost brake out of tears as he saw Astral, lying on the ground while he cried so much. Yuma smashed the door behind him and ran to his ghost-boyfriend, went on his knees and carefully took the little ghost in his arms. Astral opened his eyes a bit and cried even more as he saw that Yuma was holding him. He wrapped his slender arms tight around Yuma and pulled the boy into a hug.

"P-please...! Y-yuma...!" stutered Astral under his tears. Yuma squezzed Astral at him and caressed his head while he apologized.

"I am so sorry Astral...I...I was so angry that I didn't even know anymore what I was saying..."

Astral still cried a lot. Yuma knew exactly that he broke Astral's heart. He never wanted that!

"A-astral, please..." Yuma tried to find a way how he could apologize and make Astral stop crying.

"I-I don't w-want t-to p-part with y-you...! YUMA!" Astral repeated amd repeated that sentence, what made Yuma cry too. He really did it. This was no nightmare, that was real. Yuma broke Astral's heart into a Million pieces and maybe can't even heal it.

Yuma staied silent for a while and than kissed Astral all of the sudden. Astral widened his eyes and looked at Yuma in shock, surprise and relief. Yuma slowly broke the kiss and looked into Astral's beautiful white and yellow eyes.

"A-astral... I'm really so sorry for what I said...I...I was so angry that I didn't even know anymore what I was saying...Believe me, this was a very big accident! I love you and I would never ever want that you dissapear!"Astral stayed quiet. Tears still streamed down his face. Yuma had another idea. He carefully laid Astral on the ground and got on top of him. Astral blushed a bit and looked at Yuma. The teen boy wiped the tears of his ghost-boyfriend away and than started to kiss his chest. Yuma hoped that he can fix all this if he shows Astral his love. So, he continued to kiss Astral's chest and stopped after some kisses, got closer to Astral's ear and whispered:

"Please, Astral, I love you...I love you from the button of my heart...I do everything...everything for that you forgive me...I could never live without you, you are one part of me" Yuma caressed Astral's chest, mostly at the point where the heart is. He had tears in his eyes and hoped that Astral could forgive him.

"Y-yuma..." Astral whispered and letted a few tears roll down his cheeks.

"Don't say something like that ever again...p-please...I felt so much pain in my chest area...mostly at my heart...I thought that I was about to die..." Astral said with a trembling voice and tears in his eyes.

"I am so sorry...I...I will never forgive myself that...but...I-I hope that-" Astral's lips suddenly crushed into Yuma's and kissed him passionately. Yuma's eyes widened, but closed as soon as he knew that Astral forgives him. After a long and passionately kiss, Yuma looked at Astral

"H-how can you forgive me like that...? I...I hurted you so much.." he stuttered.

"I forgive you like that because I love you. And I believe you that this was just an accident. And right now, I am just glad that you are here..." Astral explained with a kinda weak voice. He was very exhausted from the whole crying and

Yuma just smiled slightly at his explanation and carried Astral on his bed. Yuma got on top of Astral again and continued to kiss his chest as an apologize. Astral started to moan slightly and stroked Yuma's black hair, but soon Yuma took Astral's Hand from his head away and whispered:

"Relax. You cried a lot because of me...now I make you relax"

Yuma laid Astral's hand on the bed and continued to kiss his chest while he caressed his neck with his other Hand. Astral looked down at Yuma

"Yuma..."

"Yes, Astral...?"

"Kiss me...please"

Yuma did as Astral wished and kissed Astral passionately.

Astral licked over Yuma's lips while they kissed, wanting him to open his mouth. Yuma did so and Astral carefully entered Yuma's mouth with his tongue. Astral shivered slightly as he felt Yuma's warm mouth and his tongue. Astral placed his hands on Yuma's head and deepend the french kiss. Astral slowly broke the kiss for breathe. He gasped from the kiss and Yuma looked at Astral with red cheeks.

"Your mouth feels so good" moaned Astral and blushed. Yuma looked embarrassed at Astral and asked him:

"C-can I may taste your mouth too...?" Astral noded and opened his mouth a bit while Yuma carefully entered it with his tongue. He shivered slightly and started to play with Astral's tongue. Both moaned while they rubbed their tongues on each others.

Yuma than slowly broke the french kiss and gasped

"Wonderful." Yuma moaned and stroked Astral's cheek. Astral closed his eyes a bit and still moaned slightly from the feeling of Yuma's tongue in his mouth. Soon, Astral got tired and Yuma caressed Astral until he fell asleep. Yuma gave Astral a kiss on his forehead and whispered:

"I love you, my Astral-honey"

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