Different Poems, Same Caused Of Pain

That Night

Hate you for leaving me with such a lame reason,
You never failed of giving me the same pain every season.
Hate the fact that you leave me that night,
I know that something isn't right.

I felt it when you said you want to talk about something,
I agreed because I want to discuss an important thing,
And that something you wanna talk about is, us, that we're breaking.
But that thing I supposed to discussed with you is our child that I'm carrying.

I've decided on raising my star without you,
'Cause what's the point of telling you?
You kept on ruining us,
I'm done on giving many chance.

Begging on my knees for you to stay,
But you kept on pushing me away.
Going home and doesn't know I'll risk a life.
I saw my father at the door holding a knife.

I escaped that night just for you,
When I came home I don't know what to do,
I let them beat the hell out of me,
Wishing pain would heal as the wound they put on me.

Do you wanna know the unacceptable thing than losing you?
It's not just I lost myself, but my baby too.