Pain of losing a baby wasn't easy,
Begging Almighty to bring back my baby,
Telling him I'll do everything,
But I can't do anything so it turns out self-blaming.
I've never imagine that I'll be that hopeless.
Blaming myself because I'm careless.
Badly wanna heal,
But doesn't even take any meal.
Morning self-blaming,
Afternoon still can't keep going,
Night overthinking,
Til dawn I'm crying,
Everyday was a self-punishing.
It was like yesterday,
Of begging to take my pain away,
Can't even step to move forward,
Why does it have to be so hard?
Why does it have to be me?
Can't I be happy?
Can't understand, why it turns out like this?
Can someone save me please?
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Different Poems, Same Caused Of Pain
PoetryThe caused of my pain would definitely leave a deep wound and a longtime healing scar.
