lost between the laces

chapter 3

the next day approached and i went straight to carla's office in the morning i knocked on the door and she said "morning kid what's up ?"
i paused before starting "well it's a lot first off all i'm now under rachel's custody i was taken away from my foster parents last night" "oh i'm so sorry tatum i'm sure you'll be okay with rachel though is there anything else?" i paused and started fiddling with fingers i took a breath and reached into my pocket placing the pregnancy test on the desk and continued to pick at my fingers carla looked between me and the test as there was no doubt it was positive almost as if she didn't really know what to say i eventually plucked up the courage to say something "i know i'm sorry this is probably something you'd expect off lucy or ruesha but i really don't know what to do i'm scared i'm really fucking scared carla" "how did it happen if you don't mind me asking do you have a boyfriend?" "no i don't i guess you could say this wasn't exactly wanted" by the look on her date i could tell she knew what i meant by this she stood up and came round to give me a hug and proceeded with to tell me pretty much exactly what rachel had said "i'll support whatever decision you make it's your body i'm sorry this happened to you kid"i hit uk to leave and before i left i said "can this just stay between me you and rach for now ?" "sure thing kid"
after i went into the main room with the rest off girls when i suddenly felt really sick so i ran to the bathroom once i came out dan says "bloody hell mate you okay your not pregnant are you" i froze how could she know shit did someone over hear or see the test ? shit i should probably say something "are you ?..." i heard kenza say i still didn't know what to say i can't tell them i'm pregnant "wait your pregnant" dan said "shit i said that out loud please don't tell anyone please especially not rue she will tell katie and k don't want anyone to know" i rabbles "whoa whoa whoa calm down we won't say anything" after i just walked over to corner where there was usually jordan in the beanbag but she wasn't here yet so i just curled up and waited for rachel to get off the meeting she got called into about me since i guess she's kinda like my mum now ? anyway i love rachel but i hate the circumstances off all off this like why is this how i get to know her even more

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this is really short but i have zero ideas for this