Begging to lose my sanity

my name is ashton and i am moving.....again i am a boy if you were wondering and i am 15 years old and i move.... a lot. It was a week till school started and it was just another normal day at least... thats what i thought. I was in the car on the way to my new house in Selkirk. then we pulled up to the house it wasn't to big but still not to small and it was an off white and kinda bluish paint colour. I took my bags and went in and of course chose the biggest room. all i wanted to do was lay on my bed and sleep but i couldn't since my bed has not yet been set up so i just laid on the ground in the middle of the room. About an hour later i plugged in my radio and started to listen to the news. I've always loved listening to it but only if something violent was on i guess today i got lucky. "more on the anonymous unknown killer" is what they said. "yes more about this story" i thought to myself this was my favourite thing to listen to. It was the story of a kid named jeff killing his whole family its amazingly violent. i listened to it and went down stairs where my parents were signing the papers to sign me up to school. "hey the school said if we get the papers in by today you can start tomorrow isn't that great" my mom said cheerfully "what happened to starting next week??" i asked "you'll make more friends this way are you not exited" asked my mom "yaaa.... great..." i said opening the fridge which had nothing to eat "could we order a pizza I'm starving" i asked my parents "already did it will be here soon" said my dad "ok ill be upstairs" i answer. i go back to my room and hear someone say my name as i ignore it and go into my room i fell... weird like something was watching me. i brush it away mainly cuz i feel it all the time and have gotten use to it i clean my room and hear the doorbell then the door open for a minute then close. i go downstairs and eat and when I'm done i go back up and see the time. "holy fuck 12:00?!?! how...whatever I'm tired" i get in bed and fall asleep... big mistake. i open my eyes seeing my blue room was not blue anymore it was red not just the walls everything was red. I go to my door and grab the handle and it was wet. "what the fuck is that" i say taking my hand away. i cant see very well cuz it 2:30 so i ignore it and open the door... nothing and by nothing i dont mean nothing was wrong and it was ok i mean i saw nothing its like there was a wall of darkness... i hear a voice that said "your not alone... you'll never be... we are here.... never to leave" i reach out and slip on something on the ground and fall thru but was i saw was weird... it was my house nothing different and i see my room once again blue. "I'm just tired ill go to sleep and it will be all normal" i said going back to sleep. i wake up to my mom shaking me awake to get ready so like every day i get up shower brush my teeth and get my stuff on. "i need new shoes these old converse are falling apart" i think to myself knowing if i asked my parents they'd get mad. i go to the buss and dragged myself up the few steps and sits in a random seat. i couple stops down someone got on he wore a tan sweater and blue jeans and oddly a mask... honestly it weirded me out half yellow half black and each side had a arc of the other colour and yes he was a guy. he walked up to me and sat down "umm hi" i said "oh.. im sorry...may i sit" he said "first day?" i ask quietly "y..ya what about you" he asks "same i was supposed to start next week" i say looking out the window "oh well my names proxes" he says calmly "so.. whats with the mask" i ask curiously "i wear it for security i dont want people to see my face" he says. the rest of the way he was quiet and i wasn't gonna be the convo starter i suck at it. when we get there i look at him after staring out the window and he's gone i dont really care. i go to the office and get my class list and goes to homeroom and see of course a bunch of jocks. "of fucking course every class" i say under my breath. right then i see.. him again i sit in the desk in front of him and say "hey its.. proxes right?" he looks up from his drawing and says "yes it is" he continues to draw " one second i need a drink" i get up and walk to the door and see a girl i walk past her but as i do i hear something hit the ground as i turn around and see her on the ground. i help her up and ask "are you ok" she puts a hand to her head and nods "it happens all the time" i smile at her the first time I've smiles in a while. she blushed and walk and sits down in the desk next to the one i was just in. the teacher comes in and tells me to sit down so i sit in my seat next to her. i dont talk to her or look at her all class but my curiosity gets the best of me so i write on a piece of paper "whats your name?" and i slide it on her desk a bout 30 seconds later she slides it back and it says "stitches but you can call me stitches" and after i read it i look up and i kid dressed in green and a green hat is on my desk "do you mind" he turns around and his eyes are dripping blood "Ben?" thats all he says so after that class me and proxes are all talking and ben and stitchy walks up the first real time i look at her and i realize... shes covered in stitches we talk for a while and something happens... i hear the voice again "welcome little one to... hell" and everything goes black. i open my eyes and im in my bed it was morning and my mom comes in and says "wake up honey time for your first day of school" i didn't know what to say i couldn't talk i tried to but nothing came out and then i stood up i dont know what was happening i wasn't moving anything it was happening by itself. i can see everything happening but i had no control over my own body. as i walk into the kitchen and i grab a big knife a lighter and a can of hair spray that my mom left out. after that i went up the stairs and into my parents room and seeing they were sleeping i start spraying the carpet and bed with the hair spray and i yelled at the door way and i was holding the lit lighter. then out of no where as my parents sat up i gained back control of my body so now i could choose to let them live or die. i smiled and and laughed hysterically "sweet dreams" i say as i drop the lighter igniting the ground some how only the room burned so with the knife i walked into the room and changed into black pants black shirt and a blood red hoodie and a pair of brand new converse i found sitting on my window sill with a circle and and x through it. but that wasn't all i went into the bathroom and i slit one side of my mouth open "now I'm perfect" as i walk out of the house hearing the screams of my parents i ran it was like i knew exactly where i was going i ended up in the forest near my town...in front of a mansion... with ben, proxes and stitchy standing there as well as a tall faceless man behind them. i let out a sigh "I'm home"
The End